Expecting the unexpected
Life is full of expectations and unexpected events...shouldn't we then learn to expect the unexpected, and,, in turn appreciate it since we have no choice in the matter anyway. change is inevitable, yet the world still "walks on eggshells" and "hides in a plastic bubble" afraid of it the entire journey. FEAR sure is one powerful fucking feeling. In this ticking timebomb of life we are destined to regret, have changes of heart, HURT, run away, laugh, love, cry, make mistakes, feel peace, be confused, and most likely fall immedietaly following a smile....why not just look in the mirror and say,, "screw understanding it, im going to enjoy it" good, bad or indifferent...its all part of something better......isnt it?!?!?
IT IS THE JOURNEY, NOT THE DESTINATION...,, afterall.
God, i feel like no one gets it. I feel like nobody knows. Am i the only one who questions and analyzes these things in the darkness of the night....., in the silence of my surroundings. that IS the question right...,,?!?!who knows! ::laughs to self:: who wants to.....its too damn tiring.
The past few months have been unexpected for me, change has been constant...some bad, some good, some still remaining. In that time, i have grown, i have fallen back, ive conquered obstacles, and given up on others. Through all of it, from beginning to current, i have walked away with a lesson. Its a loud and clear one. My lesson,,................only expect to NOT know.....and love every minute of it.
the journey,, my journey, its certainly not over. ::smiles::
::note to those who pay attention::...........your my crack of sunlight.
IT IS THE JOURNEY, NOT THE DESTINATION...,, afterall.
God, i feel like no one gets it. I feel like nobody knows. Am i the only one who questions and analyzes these things in the darkness of the night....., in the silence of my surroundings. that IS the question right...,,?!?!who knows! ::laughs to self:: who wants to.....its too damn tiring.
The past few months have been unexpected for me, change has been constant...some bad, some good, some still remaining. In that time, i have grown, i have fallen back, ive conquered obstacles, and given up on others. Through all of it, from beginning to current, i have walked away with a lesson. Its a loud and clear one. My lesson,,................only expect to NOT know.....and love every minute of it.
the journey,, my journey, its certainly not over. ::smiles::
::note to those who pay attention::...........your my crack of sunlight.