now it all makes sense....
in the past few days i've done alot of thinking...,, like usual. (my brain never stops) but this time i actually sorted my thoughts out and arranged them in priority...laying in the grass helped. i've felt more in tune with myself lately than i have in along time, which suprises me considering i have in the same tune felt stressed regarding things i wont go into detail about....
Through all my dusty past experience, and fog of new situation, i somehow feel that i'm coming out on top. i've preached on numerous occasions about "things happening for a reason" and so forth, and now its finally shining brighter than the shadow it was concealed in...its all about prespective. i realize that my shade of blue is not the same as yours,, and no matter how well we fight to explain it, ill never see that color. im okay with that....the best part is listening to you describe it and the feeling that races through my body while im yearning to see the world with YOUR colors. knowing that i never will, keeps me coming back.
i found that i was beginning to be frustrated, confused, and lost me for a second. my focus changed when i met you...and now, i'm reverting back to me. each day explains more truth than the previous, and each lesson reveals and opens a new door. the difference now,,...im not afraid of what's behind it, instead,, im closing my eyes and letting the wind carry me to unknown destinations.....the journey is so fun i could squeal! LOL.
i guess my point is..., its all starting to make sense now.....
Through all my dusty past experience, and fog of new situation, i somehow feel that i'm coming out on top. i've preached on numerous occasions about "things happening for a reason" and so forth, and now its finally shining brighter than the shadow it was concealed in...its all about prespective. i realize that my shade of blue is not the same as yours,, and no matter how well we fight to explain it, ill never see that color. im okay with that....the best part is listening to you describe it and the feeling that races through my body while im yearning to see the world with YOUR colors. knowing that i never will, keeps me coming back.
i found that i was beginning to be frustrated, confused, and lost me for a second. my focus changed when i met you...and now, i'm reverting back to me. each day explains more truth than the previous, and each lesson reveals and opens a new door. the difference now,,...im not afraid of what's behind it, instead,, im closing my eyes and letting the wind carry me to unknown destinations.....the journey is so fun i could squeal! LOL.
i guess my point is..., its all starting to make sense now.....