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[prd2bdiverse]

with not much sleep and plenty of time to think,, i know that today this feeling in the pit of my stomach is a space that is yearning for you.

as noise surrounds me, i slumber into my chair,, staring at the screen as if it was to give answers...sadly,, it doesnt. so much resistance,, will it ever be distance enough....? or is the distance resistance in itself...

im tired,, and im conviced that its all of this coughing thats releasing every bit of my good energy....


*from RENT* (which i purchased yesterday..whoo hooo)

the heart my freeze or it can burn
the pain will ease if i can learn
there is no future
there is no past
i live this moment as my last

theres only us
theres only this
forgret regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road
no other way
no day but today

theres only yes
only tonight
we must let go
to know whats right
no other course
no other way
no day but today

i cant control
my destiny
i trust my soul
my only goal is just to be

theres only now
theres only here
give in to love
only live in fear
no other path
no other way

NO DAY BUT TODAY....

i wish i lived in a musical.....