speechless

[prd2bdiverse]

this is what my silence should have said....



Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so...

...cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong
Like a drug, that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold...
....I never meant to be so...cold

I never really
wanted you to see
this screwed up side that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really
wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold.