TRACKING POST: DECEMBER-MARCH.
original post can be found here.
DECEMBER;
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SUMMARY;
° 12/28 ∴ Genkaku Post ◄| First Conversation
❝ Jailbirds ain't birds of a feather and don't flock together.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ It's a little sliver of hope, right? I think you get it ... yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I'm game for anything with smokes and intrigue.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ If it were up to me, I'd let the fucking forests and cities both burn.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You're not like them?❞ ❝ I'm like me.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Seems like you're made up of potential to me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ The devil's advocate, now? Sure do play a lot of roles.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Got a wise bird?❞ ❝ No. -I don't know. Not anymore. Shit. We're all completely fucked if the wise birds are all so fucking stupid.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Some people work well under pressure. Like shook-up beer cans. A big, awesome explosion.❞ ↘ Badou
° 12/29 ∴ Badou Post
❝ do you miss your cage.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Noise, some call it.❞ ❝ what do others call it?❞ ❝ Usually don't live long enough to say.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ I can trust something with teeth.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Thing is ... stayed stagnant to me. Same as ever, monotone. I remember the day, right down to the smell of the trees I was cuttin' to the sound of the cicadas cryin'. Wasn't the fucking ... cherry-blossoms-fallin' kinda Japan everybody fucking thinks about. My first kill.❞ ↘ Genkaku
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SUMMARY;
° 01/03 ∴ NOTE
❝ what kind of animal are you today?❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/04 ∴ Genkaku Post; Action Thread ◄| First Face-To-Face
❝ Say what you want, you and that guitar got a vendetta. That's the good part.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Is it a hot heat? Inferno within a rubber grip, yeah? A fucking thunderstorm right there in your hand.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ What the fuck do you think this is, Junior Prom? Jesus.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ So plant 'em. Give 'em a home, watch 'em grow, and then cut 'em down to serve a higher purpose.❞ ❝ Play God?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I think it's just a matter of findin' the right pots to stir.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Devil's in the details.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Total FUCKING package!!!❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/12 ∴ Accidental Post by Luke ◄| 1st Murder On Thor
❝ you guard the kettle & ill watch the pot & we can burn them black together❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/12 ∴ Log
❝ Do you like what I've done for you?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Devil's in the details ... yeah?❞ ❝ Funny you'd say that, 'coz I see a lotta devil and I don't see no details at all.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Take a breather. You look like you're chokin'. Are you a hypocrite, too? Did you lie about what you wanted? I chose a random victim and I stirred the pot. Or ... Or did you know him? Did the boy I saved know your initials?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ SHOW A LITTLE MORE FUCKING APPRECIATION.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I liked him. He wasn't all crooked and fucked-up and broken yet. I shouldn't give a shit. Happens to all'a them. Every single fuckin' one. But I do.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Now what is a shitty question, anyway. The answer's just... now. Ain't it?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Crash at my place.❞ ❝ Alright. Long as you got something there to burn, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/13 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Strapped down like you need to be, fuckin' fox.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Why so tense? You're the one gettin' your fix.❞ ❝ Am I?❞ ❝ -No. But you're greedy.❞ ❝ And you aren't.❞ ❝ Never said that. But I don't want as much as you, I think. I ain't sure yet.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I want him already.❞ ❝ What happens when you get him?❞ ❝ ... Stupid question.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Between me and you, no corpses involved.❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/15 ∴ Note
❝ looks like it's my turn to pick over your bones.❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/15 ∴ Log
❝ I miss you.❞ ❝ I missed the bloodshed.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ And here I thought you were dressed up like a pacifist today. Whadja bring me?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ You know what's funny? I'm in here and you're out here ... and I'm freer.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ You been to see him?❞ ❝ -I don't want to.❞ ❝ Yeah. You gonna fess up? If they ask.❞ ❝ Fessin' up is for shit you regret. I don't regret- ... A sliver.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I wanna die like... the old fuckin' west. Guns at high noon, that shit. Dirt in my mouth. The town's burnin' to the ground but nobody cares. -A massacre. Won't happen now, though. It'll be a pointless bloodbath with little gnats that don't matter. They're callin' it a game. And I been thinkin' maybe, yeah. But it ain't, is it? It's the rest that's a stupid fucking game. Getting a worthless job and eating shitty mall food with people who you don't even really know, bein' a cog in the machine of this fucking stupid ship for no reason other than - passin' the time peacefully. Fuck that. Fuck that. ... Get outta there soon, yah?❞ ❝ Funny you don’t believe in star crossing when we’re crossing stars. Everything's a game if you wanna play your pieces right. Fuck that? Fuck you. I fucking love my cage.❞ ❝ Why do you think I put you back in?❞ ❝ Because I asked you to. See you, Lover.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 01/20 ∴ Log ◄| Serious Bonding
❝ C'mon, not yet. Gimme a sliver. I think I fuckin' deserve it.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ S'only been a couple of days. Do you really get that comfy? ❞ ❝ Jesus fuck.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yah, that's gonna scar like hell if you don't bleed out like a little bitch.❞ ❝ So fuckin' fix me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Know this legend?❞ ❝ No. What is it?❞ ❝ You'll laugh. A lover's tale. A red string from one pinky to the other or wrists that stretches across time and bind soul mates. It’ll tangle and pull but never break.❞ ❝ ...❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Am I fixed? (I am transfixed.)❞ ❝ It's a start.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Do you trust me?❞ ❝ Yeah. ... Yah, I do.❞ ❝ I knew you cared.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Have you ever felt the rain?❞ ❝ Rain? No. ... No, I ain't never felt the rain.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Welcome home.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/23 ∴ Meme
❝ It's in frequencies not in sob stories.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Your fuckin' heart.❞ ❝ And you do fuck it so good.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ And I don't care how twisted up we get.❞ ❝ But if you get all twisted up too, who's gonna fix me?❞ ❝ You think somebody who wasn't would be able to? They wouldn't get it.❞ ❝ So you're busy fixin' me. Who's gonna fix you? I ain't volunteerin'.❞ ❝ ...❞ ❝ Fuckin' really?❞ ❝ It ain't come up, I guess. I dunno. Probably the one that kills me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I'd kill you to save you. When you're ready.❞ ❝ ... Yah? Thanks.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You buy into it? The legend.❞ ❝ The hell you think?❞ ❝ I think you don't wanna. But ... but you can't help it, yeah? Kinda like slivers and all that. It's fucking inescapable, to place blame beyond human comprehension.❞ ❝ It's just your shitty clothes that need sewing. That's all it is.❞ ❝ Can't even entertain me.❞ ❝ Guess that's the difference between you and them, huh? -See ya, Genkaku.❞ ❝ ... First time in a while you called me by name.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/23 ∴ Meme
❝ Get raw for me, why don't you.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ -Most of the people I respect are dead. You never lose it if they ain't there no more to fuck it up.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Mm. Hardboiled at the least.❞ ❝ More like boiled over.❞ ❝ You're overflowin'?❞ ❝ Aren't we all?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You're the first one to express a real interest.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You're still warm beneath the thighs.❞ ❝ [>6X]❞ ❝ But the rest is still fuckin' cold.❞ ❝ Notice how I ain't extending any invitations to warm me up.❞ ❝ Aren't you?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/23 ∴ Tangential Log with Polly
❝ Tell him I love him. (We grew up too fast.)❞ ↘ Genkaku
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SUMMARY;
° 02/05 ∴ Voicemail/Call
❝ An illusionist. So, a break-in and switch? Or he pulls rabbits outta a goddamned hat as a distraction?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I usually charge for that kinda info, y'know.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ An adventure. You're no Indiana Jones, motherfucker.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ -Yah. Live-action slivers, on demand. They don't happen ...enough in real life. Not for junkie delinquent fucks, anyway. Gotta take the edge off'a addiction somehow, right? And Indy's your man again. ... I know it ain't the same. But it's a good kinda - illusion. No fucking stupid magic required.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ It's even more than that. He's got killer's remorse.❞ ❝ No shit?❞ ❝ No shit.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I feel like I should say somethin' deep an' meaningful, but I just ain't got it in me tonight. Ever get like that?❞ ❝ ... Wanna come over and watch a movie?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Oh, now you wanna talk about flesh and blood.❞ ❝ Not mine.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Were we jealous, Super Monk?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Hey, only name I care about is Super Monk.❞ ❝ But your name is Genkaku. See? Rock Star persona.❞ ❝ You don't know shit 'bout my name.❞ ❝ You ain't told me shit about it.❞ ❝ You ain't asked. -- Ain't important.❞ ❝ Liar. Names are important.❞ ❝ Busted. D'you care 'bout what's important, though? Ain't the same as trust, after all. There's knowin' the snake'll bite and sittin' on a rock beside it anyway.❞ ❝ You think I ain't doin' that already?❞ ❝ Las' time you an' me got around rocks, I had half'a my face busted open.❞ ❝ You trusted me to.❞ ❝ ... Mn.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ It means "Illusion". The old priest gave it to me because of my hair and eyes ... I cast the illusion I was a demon. A devil. "It seems you can only sew and reap evil, Genkaku," he said to me ... even before the Earthquake.❞ ❝ ...What a stupid old asshole. If you were casting the illusion of a demon, you were actually good.❞ ❝ And therein lies the truth that breaks your sliver. I just can't figure out if he was cultivating or if he had really fuckin' good foresight. 'Course actually wantin' ta figure it out means I'd hafta care, huh?❞ ❝ You won't get any answers outta him now. Up to you whether or not to fulfill any prophecies.❞ ❝ Already have, doncha think? Not like I'm gonna repent.❞ ❝ No. I don't think you already have.❞ ❝ Yeah, why's that.❞ ❝ 'Coz you wouldn't give a shit about figurin' out if it was nature or nurture that fucked you over.❞ ❝ I don't.❞ ❝ Hn. ...I don't think you're no illusion. You ain't ever seemed anything but real.❞ ❝ ...❞ ❝ -Genkaku?❞ ❝ Yeah?❞ ❝ ...❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ March. The Third.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Ignorance is bliss?❞ ❝ Doesn't work on Buddhists. Enlightenment and all.❞ ❝ Miserable bastard, every one of you.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Yeah? What they gonna do with that info. ❞ ❝ Do? What's useful. But I think just knowin' has its own use.❞ ❝ There's "useful" to you and there's "merciful" to me.❞ ❝ Violence forces actions.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ How's that pot bubblin' now?❞ ❝ That pot? Better. I found the right seasonings.❞ ❝ Too bad you ain't the servin' type.❞ ❝ That's true. Not like you.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Freeloader.❞ ❝ Guilty as charged. Off with his head?❞ ❝ Only way to kill a snake, y'know.❞ ❝ And the poison?❞ ❝ Too late for the antidote, probably.❞ ❝ Do what any normal junkie would do. Turn it into an addiction.❞ ❝ Is that what it's like?❞ ❝ Tell me. You got voids just like I do.❞ ❝ I dunno. It'd explain some things, I guess.❞ ❝ That's only good for you if that's what you're after.❞ ❝ ...It's not.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Goddamn you just don't give up.❞ ❝ Were you expecting me to? Just be glad I need it instead'a I want it.❞ ❝ Is that supposed to put me at ease?❞ ❝ Yeah. Means you ain't in my Rape Book.❞ ❝ ...Romantic.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/10 ∴ Call
❝ Do we gotta do this every time until the end of time or something?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ But you aren't here to see that one through, yeah?❞ ❝ Exactly.❞ ❝ Wanna be?❞ ❝ You can come to me if you want open heart surgery that bad.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ If it ain't in the papers, it just ain't true, yeah?❞ ❝ I wanna hear about what ain't in the papers.❞ ❝ ... Yeah?❞ ❝ Yah. --The good stuff can't go down in black and white, y'know?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/11 ∴ Threadjacked from Shinjiro
❝ Gotta find me a grave that fits. Y'know?❞ ❝ Can I help?❞ ❝ I didn't speak'a no devil.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ But how many people have you actually hurt since you've been here? ... 'Nother question: how many of 'em made you feel like I do?❞ ❝ ...It ain't like that.❞ ❝ And that makes you a hypocrite.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/11 ∴ Log ◄| Neck Scar, Hand In Hair
❝ Kill me. Right now. Can you?❞ ❝ I can. ...But I don't want to. Not yet.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I already said I'd save you, and you just promised to kill me. Which means you're either a liar... or... you have to admit to being my lover, yeah? Bang bang, down together? Otherwise you're just another fucking hypocrite.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ It's too raw to pass up.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You got all your memories, yeah? I don't gotta worry 'bout you forgettin' nothin'?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I don't need your affection. Just your attention.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/11 ∴ Threadjacked from Hibana
❝ --After you catch up with your ol' pal. Keep your Guide on, yah?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Suits you.❞ ❝ Sometimes. Not always.❞ ❝ ... That suits you, too.❞ ❝ Inconsistency?❞ ❝ Do you know what you want?❞ ❝ -Yah. Right now, anyway. But I ain't sure what comes if I get it.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Sounded sour. I prefer you bitter.❞ ❝ Who says you get a damn taste?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I'll find out at the funeral what I missed.❞ ❝ I wouldn't save any room for you or your cigarettes in my urn.❞ ❝ There's not enough space for you in an urn.❞ ❝ That's why I'd leave part of the ash behind with you.❞ ❝ It'd be mine to take anyway.❞ ❝ Thought it wasn't like that. You ain't supposed to be like that.❞ ❝ It's you, not them.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ It's new. Nobody hits a bullseye the first damn time they pick up a gun.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ If you keep talkin' to yourself, people gonna think you're crazy. ...Or lemme know if she says anything, I guess.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ --Tch. Asshole. You should'a. Said you trusted me.❞ ❝ Technically, you said you trusted me.❞ ❝ Ya say it all the time. Just not outloud.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ Honey, did you feed the obsessions today?❞ ❝ Gorged 'em.❞ ❝ Then we'll make it for a little longer.❞ ❝ Maybe you'll get some sleep.❞ ❝ ...Nah. Dreaming is too complicated.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/13 ∴ Note
❝ you know what they call it in japan? RED DAY❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ no I'm gonna be mean so you give it. you don't like em nice.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ if you take everything there ain't gonna be nothing left. everybody wants to be raw. that's not. it doesn't got. I can't give you me that don't fucking work I don't get. fuck off.❞ ❝ ... It's need. I want you and I need you. And I'm okay with it, even if you ain't yet.❞ ❝ yet? you can't fucking make me be okay with this shit.❞ ❝ ... I trust you.❞ ❝ I. ...I don't trust this.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ More'n smoke and mirrors. I'd love you, if you'd let me.❞ ❝ I can't and I won't.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ fuck wise birds.❞ ❝ if your own blood fucks it all up that bad how is a stranger gonna fare.❞ ❝ As well as they want to. As well as they're willin' to.❞ ❝ for how fucking long? it's pointless. it's completely fucking pointless. I don't need it.❞ ❝ It or me?❞ ❝ ...It.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I ain't gonna love you back.❞ ❝ I don't care.❞ ❝ bullshit. fuck that.❞ ❝ You really fuckin' think I care?❞ ❝ I know you do, asswipe. or you woulda fucked off the first time I said no.❞ ❝ That don't mean love; that means gravity.❞ ❝ what's the difference to you?❞ ❝ Attraction, even if you don't like it. I just get to like it.❞ ❝ You didn't like it from him.❞ ❝ Ha. I didn't even have gravity from him.❞ ❝ Then why the fuck...❞ ❝ Wish I knew. It's Carnage, Badou.❞ ❝ Genkaku...❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ Ain't for nothin'. Never for nothin'. Only stupid shit's for nothin', like ... Like collectin' fox tails and never dreamin' an' slivers in silver linings. Those things are for nothin'.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ -Tch. You ain't no ghost. I still got your damn blood on my shirt.❞ ❝ So I'm a ghost that bleeds. How fuckin' poetic.❞ ❝ --Not gettin' anything in return?❞ ❝ I ain't got your blood on my shirt.❞ ❝ ...So bleed me. I ain't no ghost either.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ What's got you in the red?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Platitude or promise?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I can be a liar, too.❞ ❝ I think I like the horrible truth in you better, drawin' blood and forcing something in return.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Whatcha seen?❞ ❝ A Vantage Point.❞ ❝ Hunh. Show me?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ anything shiny today?❞ ❝ You're shiny every day.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ fuck you if we ever met Jet Li and me would totally be bros and hang out and we'd play pool together and talk about ancient fighting styles and he'd be my best man and it'd be fucking awesome fuck you❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ...what's fun up there?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I liked the sun and stars. I liked things I couldn't touch.❞ ❝ huh. makes sense. everything touchable gets fucked up don't it.❞ ❝ Yeah. Stained. ... I wanna touch you.❞ ❝ no. fuck off. touch something touchable.❞ ❝ We always want what we can't have. I got the moon in the end, and you're the next best thing.❞ ❝ you were dying. gonna push it that far again?❞ ❝ If I gotta. I'm willin', if that's what you mean.❞ ❝ I would kill you if I had to.❞ ❝ I would die by you if I had to.❞ ❝ find another replacement.❞ ❝ ... You're not him, Badou. You'll never be him. I don't want you to be. S'at what you think?❞ ❝ I don't fucking know. no. not really. but you need somebody.❞ ❝ You're my Somebody.❞ ❝ I don't believe in that fate destiny fucking whatever bullshit. you fixate. I choke on air. it's fucking neurosis not fucking love.❞ ❝ -- What's stronger?❞ ❝ fuck you. neurosis.❞ ❝ So let me fixate and breath smoke for us both. We'll exist together.❞ ❝ I exist now.❞ ❝ S'fine. That's where I want you. Now. here.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ fuck you. you want me to fucking hate you? some new masochist game?❞ ❝ go fish.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Note + Action
❝ come collide with me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ That wasn't acceptance. That was gravity.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ...Let's get fucked up.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/19 ∴ Threadjacked from Hibana
❝ Yeah? What else you lookin' forward to?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Tch, it's a lost cause. I'm only good for mechanics.❞ ❝ Right where I'm lackin'. We'll make a great team.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/21 ∴ Meme
❝ Ba~dou~❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Fuck off, Genkaku.❞ ❝ Obsession's gotta eat t'day, yeah? ...I'll trade ya. The wrist for the bandages.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/21 ∴ Meme
❝ it ain't no wish if you can do it yourself.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ it'll come. I'd bet my own damn ashes on it.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ How're your fuckin' ribs.❞ ❝ Peachy. Not even broke no more.❞ ❝ Damn, I wanted to poke at 'em for a few days.❞ ❝ Go poke the demon hunter.❞ ❝ Workin' on it, but if I get the chance to see you bleed and do that little painful grunt you do, I'll leave him cold in a heartbeat.❞ ❝ I don't care. If you're fuckin' somebody you ain't botherin' me.❞ ❝ You're more important.❞ ❝ I don't need to be important.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I get heated up pretty easy.❞ ❝ Caught that.❞ ❝ If all goes well, you will someday.❞ ❝ Dunno if 'well' is the right word.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Ya hypocrite.❞ ❝ Stop that.❞ ❝ Because you hate it, or because you want it safe?❞ ❝ ... Both.❞ ❝ No, either way.❞ ❝ Yeah, I figured.❞ ❝ It's mine.❞ ❝ Then it's for secrets and not for hate. You answered your own question.❞ ❝ I'm that good.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I didn't know Roo huntin' was in a Super Monk's job description.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I know enough.❞ ❝ Enough for what?❞ ❝ Understanding.❞ ❝ ...S'cheatin' to use the magic word.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ You never wanna touch my boonneeeeer.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Don't gotta play no fool for me.❞ ❝ First of all, you know I'd do anything for you. Second of all, I don't. It's fun.❞ ❝ That's a dangerous kinda promise, ain't it. What if I cashed that shit in?❞ ❝ I love danger. I love you.❞ ❝ Ya love one 'coz of the other.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Your teeth's just one of the many reasons I'm attracted to you. I like the bark and the bite, too.❞ ❝ Then you oughta stop expecting me to roll over.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ What else you keep safe?❞ ❝ F'you take everything, I won't have nothin' left.❞ ❝ --Tch. You got great big wells.❞ ❝ Fill 'em up for me?❞ ❝ It's no good for me, fixin' you.❞ ❝ Fix me, fill me, fuck me, kill me. Sounds like a shitty lovesong, don't it?❞ ❝ You're the rock star, not me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ "Big Brother Badou". D'aw, it's kinda cute.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Thought you said you wasn't gonna roll over.❞ ❝ I ain't.❞ ❝ Uh-hunh. Well, whenever you're ready. "Not yet", yeah?❞ ❝ I'm kinda wonderin' if "not yet" and "ready" are gonna come at the same time.❞ ❝ I can handle it. Whatever you're carryin'.❞ ❝ --I know.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You know where I am, yeah?❞ ❝ Yah. I'll find you.❞ ❝ If you want. Mm'patient.❞ ❝ I know.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/22 ∴ Threadjacked from Soubi
❝ Rootbeer fuckin' floats. Who'da guessed. With a bendy straw?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Women have too many problems. Weaknesses, too.❞ ❝ People have problems and weaknesses. Dicks and tits don't got that much to do with it.❞ ❝ I'm more interested in "Masculine" problems. Grime and dirt and why the line between fightin' and fuckin' keeps blurring. If I find a woman like that? Awesome, I'll fuck 'er. But I ain't yet.❞ ❝ Think I been with a couple like that.❞ ❝ Yeah? Lucky man.❞ ❝ Nah. In the end the scars they give ya with their goddamn stilettos are the only thing you remember.❞ ❝ Yeah? No impressions anywhere else, hunh. Why's that?❞ ❝ Who cares? Point is they didn't, ain't it?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ What the hell do you even like about women? Honestly.❞ ❝ Fucking.❞ ❝ ... An' thassit? Hehn. Guess I don't got that much to worry 'bout then.❞ ❝ Liking to fuck chicks does not have any bearing on your quest to feed me your cock.❞ ❝ We've been over this. You feel the most alive when throwin' a punch or a bullet splittin' you open, yeah?❞ ❝ So?❞ ❝ Fightin' gets the blood pumpin'. And you like fightin' with me best. You get my ash, I'll take your blood, stained and soaking. Soakin' into me.❞ ❝ Thought you didn't like me losin' myself.❞ ❝ So long as I can still find you when all's said and done. You ain't gettin' off the hook that easy.❞ ❝ And what if the damn hook bleeds me out?❞ ❝ Would you complain?❞ ❝ Not if I bled you dry, too.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/23 ∴ Meme
❝ Risk'a soundin' cheesy, you're the one. Y'know?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Let's fight. Fuckin' albino prick pansy motherfucker wouldn't.❞ ❝ What the fuck makes you think I want to then. I've barely touched you since I met you.❞ ❝ Told me you wanted to, though.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Badou Post
❝ How'd you find me?❞ ❝ I can always find you.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/25 ∴ Call ◄| Vulnerability
❝ What are you doin'? ...You drunk or bleedin'?❞ ❝ ... Both?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You don't like drinkin'.❞ ❝ Y'right. I don'.❞ ❝ Hn. ...You alone?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ You sleep with my notes very often, Badou? ... It's tacked on your wall.❞ ❝ --When did you...❞ ❝ ... You were tired.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ ...What're you writing?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ... Hehn. Moments like these s'when I start doubtin' myself. Doubtin' you, maybe. I hate that.❞ ❝ Which means you want more.❞ ❝ Always. Gonna gimme? Gonna keep bein' mean? I could really use a solid answer r'now.❞ ❝ God damnit-- I'm gonna give, but I'm gonna give real, real mean. Because I don't want to, I need to, and there sure as shit's a difference. It's what I got to work with. That's as solid as you're gonna get.❞ ❝ Could you? Want. Someday.❞ ❝ I don't know. I hope not.❞ ❝ No? How come?❞ ❝ Nobody'd fix me.❞ ❝ Thought y'said you didn' wanna be fixed. Y'lied?❞ ❝ No. I don't wanna be fixed. But I'd need it if I started up wantin'. I'd get too tangled.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Guys like us learn to live in darkness, yeah? Make a home outta it. ... Wanna be my new home, Badou?❞ ❝ No. But I might be anyway.❞ ❝ Can't be a bird, then. An' sure's hell can't be wise. We can be stupid and volatile and welcomed ... together. Y-yeah?❞ ❝ ...Mm. I'll come over and make you that coffee.❞ ❝ ... I'd like that.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post
❝ Why do you always wax religious when you're gettin' high? ❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Tch, you're always obvious t'me. Stop tryin' to pull one over.❞ ❝ Aw now c'mon. Things'll get boring if I'm that obvious.❞ ❝ I doubt you'll let that happen.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ I ain't stupid just 'coz you know more eight-syllable words than me.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ROASTY TOASTY PRINCESS, ROASTY TOASTY PRINCESS~❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post
❝ So you gonna bone for the boon?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Don't call me that, asshole. Peanut butter and banana sandwiches. And rootbeer.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post ◄| "Words Don't Suit You" + Red String Acceptance
❝ Thiiiiink of the profits. It'd be a livin' hotbox.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ If I'm sharin' space with a leper people're gonna check me for rot.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Y'cant care if y'don't care.❞ ❝ But you don't care that I can't. Right? ❞ ❝ So I'd like to think.❞ ❝ So you lied?❞ ❝ Lyin' and learnin' ain't the same things.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ -Guess you'll lemme know when you're ready to be brutal.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ And if I don't bail? Get brutal, stick around, then what? I'm just another bird? 'Cept one that's a fuckin' idiot, yeah?❞ ❝ No. I'm done with stupid fucking birds. You ain't had feathers from the start. It's always been different.❞ ❝ Only cuz you ain't a buyer, really.❞ ❝ A buyer?❞ ❝ Birds are sellers, yeah? Sometimes you a consumer without even realizin' it. You buy it cuz you don't know there are other shelves. 'Cuz you gotta. My bird wasn't like that. I just wanted somethin' to consume. I get the feelin' yours was, though, an' they bought up the whole store. Shut ya down for business, see? If you ain't buyin', you can't care. It's the perfect set-up for you. The reason why you're done. Me? I'm a natural consumer. I buy. ... I can't be your bird. You'd be mine.❞ ❝ No. I'll never die as easily or as stupidly as a goddamn thoughtless, dumbass bird. Never.❞ ❝ We all die. Some'a us don't get to choose how or why. We just get lucky. ... Maybe I'll get lucky again. And maybe you won't hafta find another stranger, but someone you could really know and learn and -- care about. Yeah?❞ ❝ ...I don't wanna lie, but I don't know the truth. ...Yet.❞ ❝ Then just ... live in now an' don't worry about words. ... They don't suit you anyway.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
MARCH;
「THREADS」
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SUMMARY;
° 03/02 ∴ Tangential Log with Zexion ◄| Badou's Carnage
❝ You had to have known that this was coming. I told you it would.❞ ↘ Zexion
° 03/03 ∴ Log ◄| Badou's Birthday, First (And Only) Kiss
❝ S'only me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Badou Nails, may I present you with ... rain. ... Sorta.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ (Genkaku slices slowly down his forearm, skin releasing skin like both parties are eager to go their separate ways [Genkaku sees lovers in everything; Badou sees abandonment].)❞
❝ I can't give you high noon, but I can give you an old-fashioned duel, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Just direct me to the Roo Paws emporium an' I'll try not to crash 'er through the front window.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Whatcha wanna watch fiiiirst, Mister Nails? I got shitty westerns, old westerns, badass westerns, an' fuckin'... White Chicks? -- The fuck? No, no, fuck that.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Hey, Badou ... kiss me?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ (What matters is this moment of fleeting meaning, a birthday not pissed away, having a friend so fucked-up and burnt-out in all his own ways that it's only touch, any touch, that he thirsts for like Badou thirsts for a choking smog.)❞
❝ (As fingers dig into the monk's wounds and press closertighter, Badou isn't thinking, isn't giving in to that shrieking call of paranoiahostility, of wrenching away and reclaiming his jealously guarded personal space [this time, Their Space has such a louder bay].)❞
° 03/06 ∴ Meme Threadjacked from Heero
❝ Some people are lonely in a goddamn crowd, Yuy.❞ ❝ ... Only three's a crowd, yeah? Two's okay?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ A junkie for claustrophobia now?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ A little more truth-givin' and I'll be in a bad enough mood to crush that trachea you got.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ So you're usin' the unscarred hand?❞ ❝ More of a blank canvas, hunh?❞ ❝ I don't wanna brand it. Just feel it ... and know you feel me.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ I didn't wanna take any chances.❞ ❝ Chances?❞ ❝ Being wrong. I can't be wrong with you.❞ ❝ Pride or high stakes?❞ ❝ Second one.❞ ❝ Yikes. Talk about pressure. Gonna hold up?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/06 ∴ Meme Threadjacked from Zexion
❝ No.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ What's it matter.❞ ❝ It just... does.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You worried?❞ ❝ Pissed.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yah, that was a lie anyway. Shit. Forget it.❞ ❝ 'Splains why you're in a bad mood now.❞ ❝ Shut up.❞ ❝ No.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Then why ya tryin'? Why ya carin'?❞ ❝ 'Cuz I ain't got a damn choice, shithead. 'Tween your messy bullshit and everything back in the-❞ ❝ Do you regret it?❞ ❝ ...Nah.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ He'll kill me first. There won't be an "after". He'll do it. He'll do it better than I can for him. I know him. I've seen him. You've seen him. He doesn't care, can't care, won't care. He'll kill me with a sigh and a smile and close his eye, the face and noise he makes when he takes his first inhale off'a cigarette. I can't do it for him. I got this disease or somethin', yeah? Makes my trigger finger real slow. Only got it 'round him.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I'll be saved. And I'll be fixed.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 03/06 ∴ Meme
❝ Tellin' the truth puts me in a bad mood.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Somehow I don't think my smile's that damn brutal.❞ ❝ Could be, if you used it right.❞ ❝ ...Nah. It's mine. Not a tool, like everything the fuck else.❞ ❝ What, you mean it doesn't hold information?❞ ❝ ...Not a tool for me. Or most people.❞ ❝ It is for me. I use it.❞ ❝ That's why you like it.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ ...Ya smile sometimes. I seen it.❞ ❝ Your scar twitches and burns sometimes, too.❞ ❝ Tch, you smilin's better than panic twitches and a damn lump of dead skin.❞ ❝ Better'n a wise bird, even?❞ ❝ ...Sure. Simpler. Wise Bird's got too many complexities. Smilin's a nice break.❞ ❝ Ha. That's the first time I ever got caught simple. -- But my smile ain't mine, yeah? ... You can have it. S'yours.❞ ❝ ...So much for simple. I'll keep tracak of it.❞ ❝ Like everything else.❞ ❝ ...Yah.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/09 ∴ Text ◄| Shack
❝ actually that rosary i gave you should too might be a good time to start wearing it❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ see mission accomplished now go kill for me❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ theres nothing to be curious about❞ ❝ you hide it so i want it❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/09 ∴ Text
❝ how longs that offer good for❞ ↘ Badou
❝ if i wanted somebody dead that much id probably just do it myself and revenge is for cocks and im not a serial killer i dunno shit who even says that over a text message !!❞ ↘ Badou
❝ coulda called damn❞ ❝ im near too many people❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/10 ∴ Threadjacked from Nero
❝ Think about me every time you're there? When you walk in, yeah? Can you still smell blood and chemicals? I still remember the way your body twitched against mine, after all.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ ...Food is "oriental". People are "asian". Don't be a bowlegged heathen.❞ ❝ Bowlegged? I'll knock you out, you squinty-eyed motherfucker.❞ ❝ Yep. Just look how you're sittin'.❞ ❝ No I ain't. Shows what you know.❞ ❝ You're wearin' that jumpsuit that's too tight in the crotch, too.❞ ❝ The fuck-❞ ❝ Aw, Badou, your face.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Is it that bad?❞ ❝ Hn? Purple? Yeah, it sucks.❞ ❝ How many days?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 03/11 ∴ Badou Post
❝ Y'know how I am about titles, yeah? Carnage Fox.❞ ❝ My new title?❞ ❝ Yup. Just for me. ... Feels good, right? Like a worn-in grip.❞ ❝ Makes me feel like a douchebag. But yah, I know how you are about titles.❞ ❝ Whatever, you totally like it. You're grinnin', ain't you.❞ ❝ --No. Shut up. I don't care about titles.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ So all I gotta do next time I wanna see it is take your smokes away, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ ...You ever had friends before?❞ ❝ ... Naw. Never.❞ ❝ How come?❞ ❝ Dunno. Nobody cares long enough to hear me out, maybe. Get past the Murderer Thing.❞ ❝ But you knew a lot of other murderers.❞ ❝ Then they got stuck on propoganda.❞ ❝ You are good at it.❞ ❝ Never fooled you. What's that make you good at?❞ ❝ Huh. Hearin' through the noise, I guess.❞ ❝ Fox ears.❞ ❝ Must be.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ One Winter a Farmer found a Snake stiff and frozen with cold. He had compassion on it, and taking it up, placed it in his bosom. The Snake was quickly revived by the warmth, and resuming its natural instincts, bit its benefactor, inflicting on him a mortal wound. "Oh," cried the Farmer with his last breath, "I am rightly served for pitying a scoundrel."❞ ↘ Aesop's Fable
❝ A Snake, in crossing a river, was carried away by the current, but managed to wriggle on to a bundle of thorns which was floating by, and was thus carried at a great rate down-stream. A Fox caught sight of it from the bank as it went whirling along, and called out, "Gad! the passenger fits the ship!"❞ ❝ So the Fox is basically a sarcastic dick.❞ ❝ Looks liiiiike it.❞ ❝ M'alright with that. He noticed the snake whizzin' downstream, at least.❞ ❝ Sure, but what the fuck is "gad"?❞ ↘ Aesop's Fable, Badou, Genkaku
❝ What's the snake like.❞ ❝ ... Whoa, what the hell?❞ ❝ The Wasp And The Snake A wasp seated himself upon the head of a Snake and, striking him unceasingly with his stings, wounded him to death. The Snake, being in great torment and not knowing how to rid himself of his enemy, saw a wagon heavily laden with wood, and went and purposely placed his head under the wheels, saying, "At least my enemy and I shall perish together."❞ ❝ ... Gad!❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Aesop's Fable
° 03/12 ∴ Threadjacked from Dark Link
❝ HEY, YOU FUCKING CUNTSLIME ASSHOLE.❞ ❝ Hnn?❞ ❝ ...Waa, you look like shit.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yo, Badou?❞ ❝ Yah, Genkaku?❞ ❝ Whatcha dream about?❞ ❝ I don't. I just sleep.❞ ❝ Ha. Can you teach that?❞ ❝ Probably not. --Wish I could.❞ ❝ Thought you never wished for nothin'.❞ ❝ Yah, me too. Don't see it becoming habit, though.❞ ❝ Maybe we could make this one come true.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ --Ahhh...? -Nn. Shit.❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/13 ∴ Voicemail
❝ Hey shithead. Where you been?❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/13 ∴ Text, Call
❝ Sally's Seal Cubs Clubs, we club 'em, you love 'em, canna take your orderrr?❞ ❝ Uhhhh. S'rry, wr'ng numb'r.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Wha'd I miss.❞ ❝ Ehhh... what'dya care about missin'.❞ ❝ ...Eh. Nothin' really. 'N'less you did somethin' neat.❞ ❝ ...Naw. Got a couple bones broke, I guess. But it was bullshit breakin'.❞ ❝ ... Bullshit breakin'.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Then we've got an agreement.❞ ❝ Sounds like it. Comin' now?❞ ❝ Yeah, f'you're good.❞ ❝ M'good.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 3/15 ∴ Text, Action
❝ hes wrong.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Hiya. ...I fell asleep.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ thought i broke your heart seems like a complication to me❞ ❝ broken hearts cant break - but ones made of ice can shatter some people live easy in complication prisoners for example❞ ❝ so its just regulation ?❞ ❝ everyone knows what they got put away for only first timers claim innocence the whole time❞ ❝ know your enemy ?❞ ❝ nobody hits a bulls eye the first goddamn time❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/20 ∴ Meme
❝ My tresses isn't gentle.❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/25 ∴ MODE OF CONTACT
❝ You got no idea how good he is at contradiction and denial. He'll keep slip-slidin' around until the very last inning. That's where my money is.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I guess you can't really get more targets on your head with that sniper's mark already there.❞ ❝ Wishin' it was yours?❞ ❝ Crosshairs are for pussies.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ You got a real prblem with tools, hunh?❞ ❝ They got their uses. That's all.❞ ❝ And for people that ain't tools? No use means more meaning?❞ ❝ Usually no use means useless.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ So we're ... friends.❞ ❝ -- Uh-huh. I guess. I mean, I dunno. Seems pointless since we both got deathwishes. But ... that's what makes it easier, too, I think.❞ ❝ I wouldn't ... I wouldn't give that part'a myself to someone who didn't have a deathwish. I think. I'm still ... learnin' shit.❞ ❝ Yah. Me too? I dunno.❞ ❝ I like it.❞ ❝ ...We could do worse.❞ ❝ M'sure we will.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/25 ∴ Text
❝ ok so you know about deadmen. now imagine an animal deadman. ... now imagine godzilla.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ you know i think godzillas a chick❞ ❝ NO HES NOT❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ WHAT MAN COULD HOLD THAT MUCH GRUDGE AT ONE NATION. SHE AINT A BRO.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ it was that or a giant whale cock feel lucky❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Oh, man. How'd you konw that was my favourite Spice Girls song.❞ ❝ "If you wanna be my lover", yeah?❞ ❝ Shut up.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Why you always gotta be so selfish with my injuries?❞ ❝ 'Cuz most 'a 'em are mine, anyway.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You wanna learn?❞ ❝ -- Guitar?❞ ❝ Yep. I was lookin' at my hands an' ... thinkin' about yours.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Perfect! We'll get you the basics down in no time. Finger placement'n all.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ What songs ya gonna teach me?❞ ❝ Rin Tin Tin if you don't stop bein' nice.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/30 ∴ Heero + Badou Joint Post
❝ (now everyone knows.)❞
° 03/31 ∴ Phonecall ◄| Genkaku's Patience
❝ So I think I Fucked up. A lil' bit.❞ ❝ I noticed.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Shut up, Badou.❞ ❝ (He does.)❞
❝ You inflict yours on everybody who'll listen. I can't choose. Don't you fuckin' crucify me.❞ ❝ ... It's not inflicting; it's sharing. And that was mine. ... It was just too soon.❞ ❝ It's always too soon, it's always not yet. I have to get broke up first for now. ...Even when I'm sharin' instead'a inflicting.❞ ❝ I wanna ... touch you. Right now.❞ ❝ 'Coz 'm one big bruise an' a pile of brken bones?❞ ❝ ... No. To reaffirm that you're mine. I like you broken, but I want your everything -- and I can't have that if pieces of you is fallin' off.❞ ❝ You said you wouldn't try an' fix me. I can put myself back together again.❞ ❝ ... Fixin' and holdin' aint the same things. Kinda hurts when you fall apart. I don't see why you goin' back together would be any different.❞ ❝ S'only temporary. Until the next time.❞ ❝ 'Cept then it might not be Too Soon.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ ... I'm learnin'. Finger placement comes first.❞ ❝ ...Tch. You're hittin' all the right chords already.❞ ❝ It's a work in progress.❞ ❝ Don't give it a title yet.❞ ❝ Shit, I don't think I'l be able to label it even when it's finished. It's just ... too perfect for a name.❞ ❝ ...M'really tired.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ ... I'll leave the door unlocked.❞ ↘ Genkaku
post continued here.
DECEMBER;
「THREADS」
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SUMMARY;
° 12/28 ∴ Genkaku Post ◄| First Conversation
❝ Jailbirds ain't birds of a feather and don't flock together.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ It's a little sliver of hope, right? I think you get it ... yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I'm game for anything with smokes and intrigue.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ If it were up to me, I'd let the fucking forests and cities both burn.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You're not like them?❞ ❝ I'm like me.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Seems like you're made up of potential to me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ The devil's advocate, now? Sure do play a lot of roles.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Got a wise bird?❞ ❝ No. -I don't know. Not anymore. Shit. We're all completely fucked if the wise birds are all so fucking stupid.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Some people work well under pressure. Like shook-up beer cans. A big, awesome explosion.❞ ↘ Badou
° 12/29 ∴ Badou Post
❝ do you miss your cage.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Noise, some call it.❞ ❝ what do others call it?❞ ❝ Usually don't live long enough to say.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ I can trust something with teeth.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Thing is ... stayed stagnant to me. Same as ever, monotone. I remember the day, right down to the smell of the trees I was cuttin' to the sound of the cicadas cryin'. Wasn't the fucking ... cherry-blossoms-fallin' kinda Japan everybody fucking thinks about. My first kill.❞ ↘ Genkaku
JANUARY;
「THREADS」
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SUMMARY;
° 01/03 ∴ NOTE
❝ what kind of animal are you today?❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/04 ∴ Genkaku Post; Action Thread ◄| First Face-To-Face
❝ Say what you want, you and that guitar got a vendetta. That's the good part.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Is it a hot heat? Inferno within a rubber grip, yeah? A fucking thunderstorm right there in your hand.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ What the fuck do you think this is, Junior Prom? Jesus.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ So plant 'em. Give 'em a home, watch 'em grow, and then cut 'em down to serve a higher purpose.❞ ❝ Play God?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I think it's just a matter of findin' the right pots to stir.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Devil's in the details.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Total FUCKING package!!!❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/12 ∴ Accidental Post by Luke ◄| 1st Murder On Thor
❝ you guard the kettle & ill watch the pot & we can burn them black together❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/12 ∴ Log
❝ Do you like what I've done for you?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Devil's in the details ... yeah?❞ ❝ Funny you'd say that, 'coz I see a lotta devil and I don't see no details at all.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Take a breather. You look like you're chokin'. Are you a hypocrite, too? Did you lie about what you wanted? I chose a random victim and I stirred the pot. Or ... Or did you know him? Did the boy I saved know your initials?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ SHOW A LITTLE MORE FUCKING APPRECIATION.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I liked him. He wasn't all crooked and fucked-up and broken yet. I shouldn't give a shit. Happens to all'a them. Every single fuckin' one. But I do.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Now what is a shitty question, anyway. The answer's just... now. Ain't it?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Crash at my place.❞ ❝ Alright. Long as you got something there to burn, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/13 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Strapped down like you need to be, fuckin' fox.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Why so tense? You're the one gettin' your fix.❞ ❝ Am I?❞ ❝ -No. But you're greedy.❞ ❝ And you aren't.❞ ❝ Never said that. But I don't want as much as you, I think. I ain't sure yet.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I want him already.❞ ❝ What happens when you get him?❞ ❝ ... Stupid question.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Between me and you, no corpses involved.❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/15 ∴ Note
❝ looks like it's my turn to pick over your bones.❞ ↘ Badou
° 01/15 ∴ Log
❝ I miss you.❞ ❝ I missed the bloodshed.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ And here I thought you were dressed up like a pacifist today. Whadja bring me?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ You know what's funny? I'm in here and you're out here ... and I'm freer.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ You been to see him?❞ ❝ -I don't want to.❞ ❝ Yeah. You gonna fess up? If they ask.❞ ❝ Fessin' up is for shit you regret. I don't regret- ... A sliver.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I wanna die like... the old fuckin' west. Guns at high noon, that shit. Dirt in my mouth. The town's burnin' to the ground but nobody cares. -A massacre. Won't happen now, though. It'll be a pointless bloodbath with little gnats that don't matter. They're callin' it a game. And I been thinkin' maybe, yeah. But it ain't, is it? It's the rest that's a stupid fucking game. Getting a worthless job and eating shitty mall food with people who you don't even really know, bein' a cog in the machine of this fucking stupid ship for no reason other than - passin' the time peacefully. Fuck that. Fuck that. ... Get outta there soon, yah?❞ ❝ Funny you don’t believe in star crossing when we’re crossing stars. Everything's a game if you wanna play your pieces right. Fuck that? Fuck you. I fucking love my cage.❞ ❝ Why do you think I put you back in?❞ ❝ Because I asked you to. See you, Lover.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 01/20 ∴ Log ◄| Serious Bonding
❝ C'mon, not yet. Gimme a sliver. I think I fuckin' deserve it.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ S'only been a couple of days. Do you really get that comfy? ❞ ❝ Jesus fuck.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yah, that's gonna scar like hell if you don't bleed out like a little bitch.❞ ❝ So fuckin' fix me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Know this legend?❞ ❝ No. What is it?❞ ❝ You'll laugh. A lover's tale. A red string from one pinky to the other or wrists that stretches across time and bind soul mates. It’ll tangle and pull but never break.❞ ❝ ...❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Am I fixed? (I am transfixed.)❞ ❝ It's a start.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Do you trust me?❞ ❝ Yeah. ... Yah, I do.❞ ❝ I knew you cared.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Have you ever felt the rain?❞ ❝ Rain? No. ... No, I ain't never felt the rain.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Welcome home.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 01/23 ∴ Meme
❝ It's in frequencies not in sob stories.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Your fuckin' heart.❞ ❝ And you do fuck it so good.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ And I don't care how twisted up we get.❞ ❝ But if you get all twisted up too, who's gonna fix me?❞ ❝ You think somebody who wasn't would be able to? They wouldn't get it.❞ ❝ So you're busy fixin' me. Who's gonna fix you? I ain't volunteerin'.❞ ❝ ...❞ ❝ Fuckin' really?❞ ❝ It ain't come up, I guess. I dunno. Probably the one that kills me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I'd kill you to save you. When you're ready.❞ ❝ ... Yah? Thanks.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You buy into it? The legend.❞ ❝ The hell you think?❞ ❝ I think you don't wanna. But ... but you can't help it, yeah? Kinda like slivers and all that. It's fucking inescapable, to place blame beyond human comprehension.❞ ❝ It's just your shitty clothes that need sewing. That's all it is.❞ ❝ Can't even entertain me.❞ ❝ Guess that's the difference between you and them, huh? -See ya, Genkaku.❞ ❝ ... First time in a while you called me by name.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/23 ∴ Meme
❝ Get raw for me, why don't you.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ -Most of the people I respect are dead. You never lose it if they ain't there no more to fuck it up.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Mm. Hardboiled at the least.❞ ❝ More like boiled over.❞ ❝ You're overflowin'?❞ ❝ Aren't we all?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You're the first one to express a real interest.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You're still warm beneath the thighs.❞ ❝ [>6X]❞ ❝ But the rest is still fuckin' cold.❞ ❝ Notice how I ain't extending any invitations to warm me up.❞ ❝ Aren't you?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 01/23 ∴ Tangential Log with Polly
❝ Tell him I love him. (We grew up too fast.)❞ ↘ Genkaku
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SUMMARY;
° 02/05 ∴ Voicemail/Call
❝ An illusionist. So, a break-in and switch? Or he pulls rabbits outta a goddamned hat as a distraction?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I usually charge for that kinda info, y'know.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ An adventure. You're no Indiana Jones, motherfucker.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ -Yah. Live-action slivers, on demand. They don't happen ...enough in real life. Not for junkie delinquent fucks, anyway. Gotta take the edge off'a addiction somehow, right? And Indy's your man again. ... I know it ain't the same. But it's a good kinda - illusion. No fucking stupid magic required.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ It's even more than that. He's got killer's remorse.❞ ❝ No shit?❞ ❝ No shit.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I feel like I should say somethin' deep an' meaningful, but I just ain't got it in me tonight. Ever get like that?❞ ❝ ... Wanna come over and watch a movie?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Oh, now you wanna talk about flesh and blood.❞ ❝ Not mine.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Were we jealous, Super Monk?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Hey, only name I care about is Super Monk.❞ ❝ But your name is Genkaku. See? Rock Star persona.❞ ❝ You don't know shit 'bout my name.❞ ❝ You ain't told me shit about it.❞ ❝ You ain't asked. -- Ain't important.❞ ❝ Liar. Names are important.❞ ❝ Busted. D'you care 'bout what's important, though? Ain't the same as trust, after all. There's knowin' the snake'll bite and sittin' on a rock beside it anyway.❞ ❝ You think I ain't doin' that already?❞ ❝ Las' time you an' me got around rocks, I had half'a my face busted open.❞ ❝ You trusted me to.❞ ❝ ... Mn.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ It means "Illusion". The old priest gave it to me because of my hair and eyes ... I cast the illusion I was a demon. A devil. "It seems you can only sew and reap evil, Genkaku," he said to me ... even before the Earthquake.❞ ❝ ...What a stupid old asshole. If you were casting the illusion of a demon, you were actually good.❞ ❝ And therein lies the truth that breaks your sliver. I just can't figure out if he was cultivating or if he had really fuckin' good foresight. 'Course actually wantin' ta figure it out means I'd hafta care, huh?❞ ❝ You won't get any answers outta him now. Up to you whether or not to fulfill any prophecies.❞ ❝ Already have, doncha think? Not like I'm gonna repent.❞ ❝ No. I don't think you already have.❞ ❝ Yeah, why's that.❞ ❝ 'Coz you wouldn't give a shit about figurin' out if it was nature or nurture that fucked you over.❞ ❝ I don't.❞ ❝ Hn. ...I don't think you're no illusion. You ain't ever seemed anything but real.❞ ❝ ...❞ ❝ -Genkaku?❞ ❝ Yeah?❞ ❝ ...❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ March. The Third.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Ignorance is bliss?❞ ❝ Doesn't work on Buddhists. Enlightenment and all.❞ ❝ Miserable bastard, every one of you.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Yeah? What they gonna do with that info. ❞ ❝ Do? What's useful. But I think just knowin' has its own use.❞ ❝ There's "useful" to you and there's "merciful" to me.❞ ❝ Violence forces actions.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ How's that pot bubblin' now?❞ ❝ That pot? Better. I found the right seasonings.❞ ❝ Too bad you ain't the servin' type.❞ ❝ That's true. Not like you.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Freeloader.❞ ❝ Guilty as charged. Off with his head?❞ ❝ Only way to kill a snake, y'know.❞ ❝ And the poison?❞ ❝ Too late for the antidote, probably.❞ ❝ Do what any normal junkie would do. Turn it into an addiction.❞ ❝ Is that what it's like?❞ ❝ Tell me. You got voids just like I do.❞ ❝ I dunno. It'd explain some things, I guess.❞ ❝ That's only good for you if that's what you're after.❞ ❝ ...It's not.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/08 ∴ Genkaku Post
❝ Goddamn you just don't give up.❞ ❝ Were you expecting me to? Just be glad I need it instead'a I want it.❞ ❝ Is that supposed to put me at ease?❞ ❝ Yeah. Means you ain't in my Rape Book.❞ ❝ ...Romantic.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/10 ∴ Call
❝ Do we gotta do this every time until the end of time or something?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ But you aren't here to see that one through, yeah?❞ ❝ Exactly.❞ ❝ Wanna be?❞ ❝ You can come to me if you want open heart surgery that bad.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ If it ain't in the papers, it just ain't true, yeah?❞ ❝ I wanna hear about what ain't in the papers.❞ ❝ ... Yeah?❞ ❝ Yah. --The good stuff can't go down in black and white, y'know?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/11 ∴ Threadjacked from Shinjiro
❝ Gotta find me a grave that fits. Y'know?❞ ❝ Can I help?❞ ❝ I didn't speak'a no devil.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ But how many people have you actually hurt since you've been here? ... 'Nother question: how many of 'em made you feel like I do?❞ ❝ ...It ain't like that.❞ ❝ And that makes you a hypocrite.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/11 ∴ Log ◄| Neck Scar, Hand In Hair
❝ Kill me. Right now. Can you?❞ ❝ I can. ...But I don't want to. Not yet.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I already said I'd save you, and you just promised to kill me. Which means you're either a liar... or... you have to admit to being my lover, yeah? Bang bang, down together? Otherwise you're just another fucking hypocrite.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ It's too raw to pass up.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ You got all your memories, yeah? I don't gotta worry 'bout you forgettin' nothin'?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I don't need your affection. Just your attention.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/11 ∴ Threadjacked from Hibana
❝ --After you catch up with your ol' pal. Keep your Guide on, yah?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Suits you.❞ ❝ Sometimes. Not always.❞ ❝ ... That suits you, too.❞ ❝ Inconsistency?❞ ❝ Do you know what you want?❞ ❝ -Yah. Right now, anyway. But I ain't sure what comes if I get it.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Sounded sour. I prefer you bitter.❞ ❝ Who says you get a damn taste?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I'll find out at the funeral what I missed.❞ ❝ I wouldn't save any room for you or your cigarettes in my urn.❞ ❝ There's not enough space for you in an urn.❞ ❝ That's why I'd leave part of the ash behind with you.❞ ❝ It'd be mine to take anyway.❞ ❝ Thought it wasn't like that. You ain't supposed to be like that.❞ ❝ It's you, not them.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ It's new. Nobody hits a bullseye the first damn time they pick up a gun.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ If you keep talkin' to yourself, people gonna think you're crazy. ...Or lemme know if she says anything, I guess.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ --Tch. Asshole. You should'a. Said you trusted me.❞ ❝ Technically, you said you trusted me.❞ ❝ Ya say it all the time. Just not outloud.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ Honey, did you feed the obsessions today?❞ ❝ Gorged 'em.❞ ❝ Then we'll make it for a little longer.❞ ❝ Maybe you'll get some sleep.❞ ❝ ...Nah. Dreaming is too complicated.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/13 ∴ Note
❝ you know what they call it in japan? RED DAY❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ no I'm gonna be mean so you give it. you don't like em nice.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ if you take everything there ain't gonna be nothing left. everybody wants to be raw. that's not. it doesn't got. I can't give you me that don't fucking work I don't get. fuck off.❞ ❝ ... It's need. I want you and I need you. And I'm okay with it, even if you ain't yet.❞ ❝ yet? you can't fucking make me be okay with this shit.❞ ❝ ... I trust you.❞ ❝ I. ...I don't trust this.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ More'n smoke and mirrors. I'd love you, if you'd let me.❞ ❝ I can't and I won't.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ fuck wise birds.❞ ❝ if your own blood fucks it all up that bad how is a stranger gonna fare.❞ ❝ As well as they want to. As well as they're willin' to.❞ ❝ for how fucking long? it's pointless. it's completely fucking pointless. I don't need it.❞ ❝ It or me?❞ ❝ ...It.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I ain't gonna love you back.❞ ❝ I don't care.❞ ❝ bullshit. fuck that.❞ ❝ You really fuckin' think I care?❞ ❝ I know you do, asswipe. or you woulda fucked off the first time I said no.❞ ❝ That don't mean love; that means gravity.❞ ❝ what's the difference to you?❞ ❝ Attraction, even if you don't like it. I just get to like it.❞ ❝ You didn't like it from him.❞ ❝ Ha. I didn't even have gravity from him.❞ ❝ Then why the fuck...❞ ❝ Wish I knew. It's Carnage, Badou.❞ ❝ Genkaku...❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ Ain't for nothin'. Never for nothin'. Only stupid shit's for nothin', like ... Like collectin' fox tails and never dreamin' an' slivers in silver linings. Those things are for nothin'.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ -Tch. You ain't no ghost. I still got your damn blood on my shirt.❞ ❝ So I'm a ghost that bleeds. How fuckin' poetic.❞ ❝ --Not gettin' anything in return?❞ ❝ I ain't got your blood on my shirt.❞ ❝ ...So bleed me. I ain't no ghost either.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ What's got you in the red?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Platitude or promise?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I can be a liar, too.❞ ❝ I think I like the horrible truth in you better, drawin' blood and forcing something in return.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Whatcha seen?❞ ❝ A Vantage Point.❞ ❝ Hunh. Show me?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 02/13 ∴ Threadjacked from Apollo
❝ anything shiny today?❞ ❝ You're shiny every day.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ fuck you if we ever met Jet Li and me would totally be bros and hang out and we'd play pool together and talk about ancient fighting styles and he'd be my best man and it'd be fucking awesome fuck you❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ...what's fun up there?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I liked the sun and stars. I liked things I couldn't touch.❞ ❝ huh. makes sense. everything touchable gets fucked up don't it.❞ ❝ Yeah. Stained. ... I wanna touch you.❞ ❝ no. fuck off. touch something touchable.❞ ❝ We always want what we can't have. I got the moon in the end, and you're the next best thing.❞ ❝ you were dying. gonna push it that far again?❞ ❝ If I gotta. I'm willin', if that's what you mean.❞ ❝ I would kill you if I had to.❞ ❝ I would die by you if I had to.❞ ❝ find another replacement.❞ ❝ ... You're not him, Badou. You'll never be him. I don't want you to be. S'at what you think?❞ ❝ I don't fucking know. no. not really. but you need somebody.❞ ❝ You're my Somebody.❞ ❝ I don't believe in that fate destiny fucking whatever bullshit. you fixate. I choke on air. it's fucking neurosis not fucking love.❞ ❝ -- What's stronger?❞ ❝ fuck you. neurosis.❞ ❝ So let me fixate and breath smoke for us both. We'll exist together.❞ ❝ I exist now.❞ ❝ S'fine. That's where I want you. Now. here.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ fuck you. you want me to fucking hate you? some new masochist game?❞ ❝ go fish.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/13 ∴ Note + Action
❝ come collide with me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ That wasn't acceptance. That was gravity.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ...Let's get fucked up.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/19 ∴ Threadjacked from Hibana
❝ Yeah? What else you lookin' forward to?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Tch, it's a lost cause. I'm only good for mechanics.❞ ❝ Right where I'm lackin'. We'll make a great team.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/21 ∴ Meme
❝ Ba~dou~❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Fuck off, Genkaku.❞ ❝ Obsession's gotta eat t'day, yeah? ...I'll trade ya. The wrist for the bandages.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/21 ∴ Meme
❝ it ain't no wish if you can do it yourself.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ it'll come. I'd bet my own damn ashes on it.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ How're your fuckin' ribs.❞ ❝ Peachy. Not even broke no more.❞ ❝ Damn, I wanted to poke at 'em for a few days.❞ ❝ Go poke the demon hunter.❞ ❝ Workin' on it, but if I get the chance to see you bleed and do that little painful grunt you do, I'll leave him cold in a heartbeat.❞ ❝ I don't care. If you're fuckin' somebody you ain't botherin' me.❞ ❝ You're more important.❞ ❝ I don't need to be important.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ I get heated up pretty easy.❞ ❝ Caught that.❞ ❝ If all goes well, you will someday.❞ ❝ Dunno if 'well' is the right word.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Ya hypocrite.❞ ❝ Stop that.❞ ❝ Because you hate it, or because you want it safe?❞ ❝ ... Both.❞ ❝ No, either way.❞ ❝ Yeah, I figured.❞ ❝ It's mine.❞ ❝ Then it's for secrets and not for hate. You answered your own question.❞ ❝ I'm that good.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ I didn't know Roo huntin' was in a Super Monk's job description.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I know enough.❞ ❝ Enough for what?❞ ❝ Understanding.❞ ❝ ...S'cheatin' to use the magic word.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ You never wanna touch my boonneeeeer.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Don't gotta play no fool for me.❞ ❝ First of all, you know I'd do anything for you. Second of all, I don't. It's fun.❞ ❝ That's a dangerous kinda promise, ain't it. What if I cashed that shit in?❞ ❝ I love danger. I love you.❞ ❝ Ya love one 'coz of the other.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Your teeth's just one of the many reasons I'm attracted to you. I like the bark and the bite, too.❞ ❝ Then you oughta stop expecting me to roll over.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Threadjack from Dante
❝ What else you keep safe?❞ ❝ F'you take everything, I won't have nothin' left.❞ ❝ --Tch. You got great big wells.❞ ❝ Fill 'em up for me?❞ ❝ It's no good for me, fixin' you.❞ ❝ Fix me, fill me, fuck me, kill me. Sounds like a shitty lovesong, don't it?❞ ❝ You're the rock star, not me.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ "Big Brother Badou". D'aw, it's kinda cute.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Thought you said you wasn't gonna roll over.❞ ❝ I ain't.❞ ❝ Uh-hunh. Well, whenever you're ready. "Not yet", yeah?❞ ❝ I'm kinda wonderin' if "not yet" and "ready" are gonna come at the same time.❞ ❝ I can handle it. Whatever you're carryin'.❞ ❝ --I know.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You know where I am, yeah?❞ ❝ Yah. I'll find you.❞ ❝ If you want. Mm'patient.❞ ❝ I know.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/22 ∴ Threadjacked from Soubi
❝ Rootbeer fuckin' floats. Who'da guessed. With a bendy straw?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Women have too many problems. Weaknesses, too.❞ ❝ People have problems and weaknesses. Dicks and tits don't got that much to do with it.❞ ❝ I'm more interested in "Masculine" problems. Grime and dirt and why the line between fightin' and fuckin' keeps blurring. If I find a woman like that? Awesome, I'll fuck 'er. But I ain't yet.❞ ❝ Think I been with a couple like that.❞ ❝ Yeah? Lucky man.❞ ❝ Nah. In the end the scars they give ya with their goddamn stilettos are the only thing you remember.❞ ❝ Yeah? No impressions anywhere else, hunh. Why's that?❞ ❝ Who cares? Point is they didn't, ain't it?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ What the hell do you even like about women? Honestly.❞ ❝ Fucking.❞ ❝ ... An' thassit? Hehn. Guess I don't got that much to worry 'bout then.❞ ❝ Liking to fuck chicks does not have any bearing on your quest to feed me your cock.❞ ❝ We've been over this. You feel the most alive when throwin' a punch or a bullet splittin' you open, yeah?❞ ❝ So?❞ ❝ Fightin' gets the blood pumpin'. And you like fightin' with me best. You get my ash, I'll take your blood, stained and soaking. Soakin' into me.❞ ❝ Thought you didn't like me losin' myself.❞ ❝ So long as I can still find you when all's said and done. You ain't gettin' off the hook that easy.❞ ❝ And what if the damn hook bleeds me out?❞ ❝ Would you complain?❞ ❝ Not if I bled you dry, too.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/23 ∴ Meme
❝ Risk'a soundin' cheesy, you're the one. Y'know?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Let's fight. Fuckin' albino prick pansy motherfucker wouldn't.❞ ❝ What the fuck makes you think I want to then. I've barely touched you since I met you.❞ ❝ Told me you wanted to, though.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 02/24 ∴ Badou Post
❝ How'd you find me?❞ ❝ I can always find you.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 02/25 ∴ Call ◄| Vulnerability
❝ What are you doin'? ...You drunk or bleedin'?❞ ❝ ... Both?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You don't like drinkin'.❞ ❝ Y'right. I don'.❞ ❝ Hn. ...You alone?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ You sleep with my notes very often, Badou? ... It's tacked on your wall.❞ ❝ --When did you...❞ ❝ ... You were tired.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ ...What're you writing?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ... Hehn. Moments like these s'when I start doubtin' myself. Doubtin' you, maybe. I hate that.❞ ❝ Which means you want more.❞ ❝ Always. Gonna gimme? Gonna keep bein' mean? I could really use a solid answer r'now.❞ ❝ God damnit-- I'm gonna give, but I'm gonna give real, real mean. Because I don't want to, I need to, and there sure as shit's a difference. It's what I got to work with. That's as solid as you're gonna get.❞ ❝ Could you? Want. Someday.❞ ❝ I don't know. I hope not.❞ ❝ No? How come?❞ ❝ Nobody'd fix me.❞ ❝ Thought y'said you didn' wanna be fixed. Y'lied?❞ ❝ No. I don't wanna be fixed. But I'd need it if I started up wantin'. I'd get too tangled.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Guys like us learn to live in darkness, yeah? Make a home outta it. ... Wanna be my new home, Badou?❞ ❝ No. But I might be anyway.❞ ❝ Can't be a bird, then. An' sure's hell can't be wise. We can be stupid and volatile and welcomed ... together. Y-yeah?❞ ❝ ...Mm. I'll come over and make you that coffee.❞ ❝ ... I'd like that.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post
❝ Why do you always wax religious when you're gettin' high? ❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Tch, you're always obvious t'me. Stop tryin' to pull one over.❞ ❝ Aw now c'mon. Things'll get boring if I'm that obvious.❞ ❝ I doubt you'll let that happen.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ I ain't stupid just 'coz you know more eight-syllable words than me.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ ROASTY TOASTY PRINCESS, ROASTY TOASTY PRINCESS~❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post
❝ So you gonna bone for the boon?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Don't call me that, asshole. Peanut butter and banana sandwiches. And rootbeer.❞ ↘ Badou
° 02/28 ∴ Joint Post ◄| "Words Don't Suit You" + Red String Acceptance
❝ Thiiiiink of the profits. It'd be a livin' hotbox.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ If I'm sharin' space with a leper people're gonna check me for rot.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Y'cant care if y'don't care.❞ ❝ But you don't care that I can't. Right? ❞ ❝ So I'd like to think.❞ ❝ So you lied?❞ ❝ Lyin' and learnin' ain't the same things.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ -Guess you'll lemme know when you're ready to be brutal.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ And if I don't bail? Get brutal, stick around, then what? I'm just another bird? 'Cept one that's a fuckin' idiot, yeah?❞ ❝ No. I'm done with stupid fucking birds. You ain't had feathers from the start. It's always been different.❞ ❝ Only cuz you ain't a buyer, really.❞ ❝ A buyer?❞ ❝ Birds are sellers, yeah? Sometimes you a consumer without even realizin' it. You buy it cuz you don't know there are other shelves. 'Cuz you gotta. My bird wasn't like that. I just wanted somethin' to consume. I get the feelin' yours was, though, an' they bought up the whole store. Shut ya down for business, see? If you ain't buyin', you can't care. It's the perfect set-up for you. The reason why you're done. Me? I'm a natural consumer. I buy. ... I can't be your bird. You'd be mine.❞ ❝ No. I'll never die as easily or as stupidly as a goddamn thoughtless, dumbass bird. Never.❞ ❝ We all die. Some'a us don't get to choose how or why. We just get lucky. ... Maybe I'll get lucky again. And maybe you won't hafta find another stranger, but someone you could really know and learn and -- care about. Yeah?❞ ❝ ...I don't wanna lie, but I don't know the truth. ...Yet.❞ ❝ Then just ... live in now an' don't worry about words. ... They don't suit you anyway.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
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SUMMARY;
° 03/02 ∴ Tangential Log with Zexion ◄| Badou's Carnage
❝ You had to have known that this was coming. I told you it would.❞ ↘ Zexion
° 03/03 ∴ Log ◄| Badou's Birthday, First (And Only) Kiss
❝ S'only me.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Badou Nails, may I present you with ... rain. ... Sorta.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ (Genkaku slices slowly down his forearm, skin releasing skin like both parties are eager to go their separate ways [Genkaku sees lovers in everything; Badou sees abandonment].)❞
❝ I can't give you high noon, but I can give you an old-fashioned duel, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Just direct me to the Roo Paws emporium an' I'll try not to crash 'er through the front window.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Whatcha wanna watch fiiiirst, Mister Nails? I got shitty westerns, old westerns, badass westerns, an' fuckin'... White Chicks? -- The fuck? No, no, fuck that.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Hey, Badou ... kiss me?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ (What matters is this moment of fleeting meaning, a birthday not pissed away, having a friend so fucked-up and burnt-out in all his own ways that it's only touch, any touch, that he thirsts for like Badou thirsts for a choking smog.)❞
❝ (As fingers dig into the monk's wounds and press closertighter, Badou isn't thinking, isn't giving in to that shrieking call of paranoiahostility, of wrenching away and reclaiming his jealously guarded personal space [this time, Their Space has such a louder bay].)❞
° 03/06 ∴ Meme Threadjacked from Heero
❝ Some people are lonely in a goddamn crowd, Yuy.❞ ❝ ... Only three's a crowd, yeah? Two's okay?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ A junkie for claustrophobia now?❞ ↘ Badou
❝ A little more truth-givin' and I'll be in a bad enough mood to crush that trachea you got.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ So you're usin' the unscarred hand?❞ ❝ More of a blank canvas, hunh?❞ ❝ I don't wanna brand it. Just feel it ... and know you feel me.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ I didn't wanna take any chances.❞ ❝ Chances?❞ ❝ Being wrong. I can't be wrong with you.❞ ❝ Pride or high stakes?❞ ❝ Second one.❞ ❝ Yikes. Talk about pressure. Gonna hold up?❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/06 ∴ Meme Threadjacked from Zexion
❝ No.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ What's it matter.❞ ❝ It just... does.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ You worried?❞ ❝ Pissed.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yah, that was a lie anyway. Shit. Forget it.❞ ❝ 'Splains why you're in a bad mood now.❞ ❝ Shut up.❞ ❝ No.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Then why ya tryin'? Why ya carin'?❞ ❝ 'Cuz I ain't got a damn choice, shithead. 'Tween your messy bullshit and everything back in the-❞ ❝ Do you regret it?❞ ❝ ...Nah.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ He'll kill me first. There won't be an "after". He'll do it. He'll do it better than I can for him. I know him. I've seen him. You've seen him. He doesn't care, can't care, won't care. He'll kill me with a sigh and a smile and close his eye, the face and noise he makes when he takes his first inhale off'a cigarette. I can't do it for him. I got this disease or somethin', yeah? Makes my trigger finger real slow. Only got it 'round him.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ I'll be saved. And I'll be fixed.❞ ↘ Genkaku
° 03/06 ∴ Meme
❝ Tellin' the truth puts me in a bad mood.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Somehow I don't think my smile's that damn brutal.❞ ❝ Could be, if you used it right.❞ ❝ ...Nah. It's mine. Not a tool, like everything the fuck else.❞ ❝ What, you mean it doesn't hold information?❞ ❝ ...Not a tool for me. Or most people.❞ ❝ It is for me. I use it.❞ ❝ That's why you like it.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ ...Ya smile sometimes. I seen it.❞ ❝ Your scar twitches and burns sometimes, too.❞ ❝ Tch, you smilin's better than panic twitches and a damn lump of dead skin.❞ ❝ Better'n a wise bird, even?❞ ❝ ...Sure. Simpler. Wise Bird's got too many complexities. Smilin's a nice break.❞ ❝ Ha. That's the first time I ever got caught simple. -- But my smile ain't mine, yeah? ... You can have it. S'yours.❞ ❝ ...So much for simple. I'll keep tracak of it.❞ ❝ Like everything else.❞ ❝ ...Yah.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/09 ∴ Text ◄| Shack
❝ actually that rosary i gave you should too might be a good time to start wearing it❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ see mission accomplished now go kill for me❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ theres nothing to be curious about❞ ❝ you hide it so i want it❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/09 ∴ Text
❝ how longs that offer good for❞ ↘ Badou
❝ if i wanted somebody dead that much id probably just do it myself and revenge is for cocks and im not a serial killer i dunno shit who even says that over a text message !!❞ ↘ Badou
❝ coulda called damn❞ ❝ im near too many people❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/10 ∴ Threadjacked from Nero
❝ Think about me every time you're there? When you walk in, yeah? Can you still smell blood and chemicals? I still remember the way your body twitched against mine, after all.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ ...Food is "oriental". People are "asian". Don't be a bowlegged heathen.❞ ❝ Bowlegged? I'll knock you out, you squinty-eyed motherfucker.❞ ❝ Yep. Just look how you're sittin'.❞ ❝ No I ain't. Shows what you know.❞ ❝ You're wearin' that jumpsuit that's too tight in the crotch, too.❞ ❝ The fuck-❞ ❝ Aw, Badou, your face.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Is it that bad?❞ ❝ Hn? Purple? Yeah, it sucks.❞ ❝ How many days?❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
° 03/11 ∴ Badou Post
❝ Y'know how I am about titles, yeah? Carnage Fox.❞ ❝ My new title?❞ ❝ Yup. Just for me. ... Feels good, right? Like a worn-in grip.❞ ❝ Makes me feel like a douchebag. But yah, I know how you are about titles.❞ ❝ Whatever, you totally like it. You're grinnin', ain't you.❞ ❝ --No. Shut up. I don't care about titles.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ So all I gotta do next time I wanna see it is take your smokes away, yeah?❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ ...You ever had friends before?❞ ❝ ... Naw. Never.❞ ❝ How come?❞ ❝ Dunno. Nobody cares long enough to hear me out, maybe. Get past the Murderer Thing.❞ ❝ But you knew a lot of other murderers.❞ ❝ Then they got stuck on propoganda.❞ ❝ You are good at it.❞ ❝ Never fooled you. What's that make you good at?❞ ❝ Huh. Hearin' through the noise, I guess.❞ ❝ Fox ears.❞ ❝ Must be.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ One Winter a Farmer found a Snake stiff and frozen with cold. He had compassion on it, and taking it up, placed it in his bosom. The Snake was quickly revived by the warmth, and resuming its natural instincts, bit its benefactor, inflicting on him a mortal wound. "Oh," cried the Farmer with his last breath, "I am rightly served for pitying a scoundrel."❞ ↘ Aesop's Fable
❝ A Snake, in crossing a river, was carried away by the current, but managed to wriggle on to a bundle of thorns which was floating by, and was thus carried at a great rate down-stream. A Fox caught sight of it from the bank as it went whirling along, and called out, "Gad! the passenger fits the ship!"❞ ❝ So the Fox is basically a sarcastic dick.❞ ❝ Looks liiiiike it.❞ ❝ M'alright with that. He noticed the snake whizzin' downstream, at least.❞ ❝ Sure, but what the fuck is "gad"?❞ ↘ Aesop's Fable, Badou, Genkaku
❝ What's the snake like.❞ ❝ ... Whoa, what the hell?❞ ❝ The Wasp And The Snake A wasp seated himself upon the head of a Snake and, striking him unceasingly with his stings, wounded him to death. The Snake, being in great torment and not knowing how to rid himself of his enemy, saw a wagon heavily laden with wood, and went and purposely placed his head under the wheels, saying, "At least my enemy and I shall perish together."❞ ❝ ... Gad!❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Aesop's Fable
° 03/12 ∴ Threadjacked from Dark Link
❝ HEY, YOU FUCKING CUNTSLIME ASSHOLE.❞ ❝ Hnn?❞ ❝ ...Waa, you look like shit.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ Yo, Badou?❞ ❝ Yah, Genkaku?❞ ❝ Whatcha dream about?❞ ❝ I don't. I just sleep.❞ ❝ Ha. Can you teach that?❞ ❝ Probably not. --Wish I could.❞ ❝ Thought you never wished for nothin'.❞ ❝ Yah, me too. Don't see it becoming habit, though.❞ ❝ Maybe we could make this one come true.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ --Ahhh...? -Nn. Shit.❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/13 ∴ Voicemail
❝ Hey shithead. Where you been?❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/13 ∴ Text, Call
❝ Sally's Seal Cubs Clubs, we club 'em, you love 'em, canna take your orderrr?❞ ❝ Uhhhh. S'rry, wr'ng numb'r.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Wha'd I miss.❞ ❝ Ehhh... what'dya care about missin'.❞ ❝ ...Eh. Nothin' really. 'N'less you did somethin' neat.❞ ❝ ...Naw. Got a couple bones broke, I guess. But it was bullshit breakin'.❞ ❝ ... Bullshit breakin'.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ Then we've got an agreement.❞ ❝ Sounds like it. Comin' now?❞ ❝ Yeah, f'you're good.❞ ❝ M'good.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 3/15 ∴ Text, Action
❝ hes wrong.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ Hiya. ...I fell asleep.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ thought i broke your heart seems like a complication to me❞ ❝ broken hearts cant break - but ones made of ice can shatter some people live easy in complication prisoners for example❞ ❝ so its just regulation ?❞ ❝ everyone knows what they got put away for only first timers claim innocence the whole time❞ ❝ know your enemy ?❞ ❝ nobody hits a bulls eye the first goddamn time❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/20 ∴ Meme
❝ My tresses isn't gentle.❞ ↘ Badou
° 03/25 ∴ MODE OF CONTACT
❝ You got no idea how good he is at contradiction and denial. He'll keep slip-slidin' around until the very last inning. That's where my money is.❞ ↘ Badou
❝ I guess you can't really get more targets on your head with that sniper's mark already there.❞ ❝ Wishin' it was yours?❞ ❝ Crosshairs are for pussies.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku, Badou
❝ You got a real prblem with tools, hunh?❞ ❝ They got their uses. That's all.❞ ❝ And for people that ain't tools? No use means more meaning?❞ ❝ Usually no use means useless.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ So we're ... friends.❞ ❝ -- Uh-huh. I guess. I mean, I dunno. Seems pointless since we both got deathwishes. But ... that's what makes it easier, too, I think.❞ ❝ I wouldn't ... I wouldn't give that part'a myself to someone who didn't have a deathwish. I think. I'm still ... learnin' shit.❞ ❝ Yah. Me too? I dunno.❞ ❝ I like it.❞ ❝ ...We could do worse.❞ ❝ M'sure we will.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
° 03/25 ∴ Text
❝ ok so you know about deadmen. now imagine an animal deadman. ... now imagine godzilla.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ you know i think godzillas a chick❞ ❝ NO HES NOT❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ WHAT MAN COULD HOLD THAT MUCH GRUDGE AT ONE NATION. SHE AINT A BRO.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ it was that or a giant whale cock feel lucky❞ ↘ Badou
❝ Oh, man. How'd you konw that was my favourite Spice Girls song.❞ ❝ "If you wanna be my lover", yeah?❞ ❝ Shut up.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Why you always gotta be so selfish with my injuries?❞ ❝ 'Cuz most 'a 'em are mine, anyway.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ You wanna learn?❞ ❝ -- Guitar?❞ ❝ Yep. I was lookin' at my hands an' ... thinkin' about yours.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou, Genkaku
❝ Perfect! We'll get you the basics down in no time. Finger placement'n all.❞ ↘ Genkaku
❝ What songs ya gonna teach me?❞ ❝ Rin Tin Tin if you don't stop bein' nice.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
° 03/30 ∴ Heero + Badou Joint Post
❝ (now everyone knows.)❞
° 03/31 ∴ Phonecall ◄| Genkaku's Patience
❝ So I think I Fucked up. A lil' bit.❞ ❝ I noticed.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ Shut up, Badou.❞ ❝ (He does.)❞
❝ You inflict yours on everybody who'll listen. I can't choose. Don't you fuckin' crucify me.❞ ❝ ... It's not inflicting; it's sharing. And that was mine. ... It was just too soon.❞ ❝ It's always too soon, it's always not yet. I have to get broke up first for now. ...Even when I'm sharin' instead'a inflicting.❞ ❝ I wanna ... touch you. Right now.❞ ❝ 'Coz 'm one big bruise an' a pile of brken bones?❞ ❝ ... No. To reaffirm that you're mine. I like you broken, but I want your everything -- and I can't have that if pieces of you is fallin' off.❞ ❝ You said you wouldn't try an' fix me. I can put myself back together again.❞ ❝ ... Fixin' and holdin' aint the same things. Kinda hurts when you fall apart. I don't see why you goin' back together would be any different.❞ ❝ S'only temporary. Until the next time.❞ ❝ 'Cept then it might not be Too Soon.❞ ↘ Badou, Genkaku
❝ ... I'm learnin'. Finger placement comes first.❞ ❝ ...Tch. You're hittin' all the right chords already.❞ ❝ It's a work in progress.❞ ❝ Don't give it a title yet.❞ ❝ Shit, I don't think I'l be able to label it even when it's finished. It's just ... too perfect for a name.❞ ❝ ...M'really tired.❞ ↘ Genkaku, Badou
❝ ... I'll leave the door unlocked.❞ ↘ Genkaku
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