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I have Eternal Sunshine playing in the background.And I feel increasingly weak.
I feel like everytime I close my eyes I lose some part of my essence.And I cant afford to lose anymore.I feel thin,like weak tea,or butter thats been spread on large bread.
I cant afford to lose whats left of me,so I stayed awake,I wrote out in my mind the stories,using the characters from my life,maybe this way I wont forget who I was.
I feel like Joel in the movie,like every precious memory I have is being sucked out of me,and I cant stop running or they'll catch up and I will lose them all.
I cant fall asleep.I cant risk it.
I feel like everytime I close my eyes I lose some part of my essence.And I cant afford to lose anymore.I feel thin,like weak tea,or butter thats been spread on large bread.
I cant afford to lose whats left of me,so I stayed awake,I wrote out in my mind the stories,using the characters from my life,maybe this way I wont forget who I was.
I feel like Joel in the movie,like every precious memory I have is being sucked out of me,and I cant stop running or they'll catch up and I will lose them all.
I cant fall asleep.I cant risk it.