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Time for an update. Its been a busy few weeks and it flew by so quickly. My new job working for the European Language Institute is going great. My boss is fantastic, and the students are great fun to teach.
There was an awesome thunderstorm today in Nelahozevees, where I work on Wednesdays, about 30km north of Prague. I sat and watched the hailstorm pass over me during lunch, with amazing fork lightning and loud thunder.
So here I am, living in Prague. Now that I've made it here and settled in, I can't help looking around as to where I am going and what I'm doing next. I'm approaching 30 next year and recently this is playing on my mind, my 20's will be gone forever. Did I make the most of them, did I really waste so much time, the best years of my life. I have no answers.
For those of you that still even read this, not many will notice I was even gone. A while ago I said I didn't want to blog or journal when I was 30. I still don't, and I haven't been because I'm so busy living life. Sometimes I just have to stop and clear my thoughts though, when I have something meaningful to say I will probably still update every few weeks or months for some time.
Its quite a good start to 2007, but like I said, there are things I want to be doing, and I've been losing sight of the big picture, which is the whole reason for me being in Europe. Where am I going with this, I don't even know, but I definitely want to travel and see some more countries before I hit 30.
I made peace with myself and my past, but I guess I'm still discovering who I am, and who I want to be. I liked me, well parts of me, 7 years ago. I lost parts of me along the way and I'd like the fire, the passion back.
"If you wanna be somebody else, change your mind"
So here I am, where I wanted to be. As nice as that is, sometimes its an empty victory with no one around I care about to share it with. What's next? I feel like I have to have a goal, a dream. Will I ever get around to finishing this damn script that torments me at 2 in the morning begging to be wrote. If only I didn't have to work in the mornings.
But Prague still rocks!
There was an awesome thunderstorm today in Nelahozevees, where I work on Wednesdays, about 30km north of Prague. I sat and watched the hailstorm pass over me during lunch, with amazing fork lightning and loud thunder.
So here I am, living in Prague. Now that I've made it here and settled in, I can't help looking around as to where I am going and what I'm doing next. I'm approaching 30 next year and recently this is playing on my mind, my 20's will be gone forever. Did I make the most of them, did I really waste so much time, the best years of my life. I have no answers.
For those of you that still even read this, not many will notice I was even gone. A while ago I said I didn't want to blog or journal when I was 30. I still don't, and I haven't been because I'm so busy living life. Sometimes I just have to stop and clear my thoughts though, when I have something meaningful to say I will probably still update every few weeks or months for some time.
Its quite a good start to 2007, but like I said, there are things I want to be doing, and I've been losing sight of the big picture, which is the whole reason for me being in Europe. Where am I going with this, I don't even know, but I definitely want to travel and see some more countries before I hit 30.
I made peace with myself and my past, but I guess I'm still discovering who I am, and who I want to be. I liked me, well parts of me, 7 years ago. I lost parts of me along the way and I'd like the fire, the passion back.
"If you wanna be somebody else, change your mind"
So here I am, where I wanted to be. As nice as that is, sometimes its an empty victory with no one around I care about to share it with. What's next? I feel like I have to have a goal, a dream. Will I ever get around to finishing this damn script that torments me at 2 in the morning begging to be wrote. If only I didn't have to work in the mornings.
But Prague still rocks!