Apr 10, 2009 15:37
i like twitter, because it is the result of a passing, fleeting thought. and that is all. you don't have to exaggerate articulate enunciate
its not any of those words right, but what i am looking for is the world that means to like 'add on to, and explain', and it ends in iate. or ate. i always have lethologica. and i always have lethologica with the word lethologica. soooo annoying.
okay so i am sort of kindof dating this cute american student from ohio called peter right. and we have hung out maybe only five times but i decided the other week that he is boring and i don't think i could ever fall in love with him. but thennn last night he goes and surprises me by being all cool and totally into learning about islam and muslims and everyyyythingggg and like how the qur'an can be interpreted differently and it is actually a very forward evolutionary religion but westerners don't really understand it properly. and so now i have gained much more respect for him and think he is cooool. but he is leaving in may june anywayss sooo. ohwell.
but anyway my psychiatrist [i just love to say "my psychiatrist". it sounds so glamourised and shit. anyway] was saying that APPARENTLY - THIS IS CONJECTURE. HE KNOWS NOTHING. appaaaaarently i deny all issues and problems, and hold back from everyone because i am certain that every relationship will end in more pain and hurt, so i prefer not to feel anything too extreme. sooo maybe i will try and be normal and try to get into this new ish relationship or something because it doesnt really mattr if it amounts to something, or nothing, it will just be a bit of fun.
today is good friday. i am wearing my harem pants and cute two year old really small betts wedges, madewithloveinafrica bracelets that i adore simply because chris martin endorses them, five rings on my eight fingers, a black and gold chain link head wrap tie thing, a fuschia v neck silk singlet that i havent actually worn in a year but it made my hips look really slim for some reason even when its tucked into my pants, anddd my new favourite navy cropped blazer from sportsgirl that i will probably wear to work every day for the next five years.
ohmygod and my cousin got accepted for a transfer to study commerce for a semester at purdue university in indiana, and she will finish december 20 and she wants someone to fly over and spend a couple of weeks over christmas and new year there, and i would totally love to go. so i will try to save so i can meet her there, experience new york for a couple of weeks, LOVE, and also experience my very first chritmas with SNOW. but it all depends on whether i will be able to pike work for a couple weeks during our busiest time. yowch. but also i dont think i would want to buy a $1600 tikcet to the u.s to only be there for three weeks. ehhhhh
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