Vermont
I just got back from Vermont, and it was amazing.
so when i got there we just hung out and watched sin city and another movie, it was really chill. dan and sean were up therew ith lauren and kelly and ryley and it was so nice.
the house was right on the lake inside of this bay, and they had a dock, and a raft to sit on, and it was all so gorgeous. the weather was amazing.
I WATER SKIIED FOR THE FIRST TIME! it was really fun.
Dan was only up for one day that i was there.
what made the vacation so amazing though was that everything was just chill, there was no drama, there wasn't any tension, we all just were. we all got along, and we all didnt worry about anything, there wasnt any problems, and we all did what we wanted. and we all got along. the sky was always clear at night, and on the last night there it was so clear that you could see all the stars, even the milky way and there were tons of shooting stars, you could even see the satillites. and it was goregous, i can't even put it into words, the hole thing, the fresh crisp air, the calm water waves around the dock, all the people around me that i love like no other, they really are like my rock, and my foundation, i don't know what i would do without any of them, they are my neighbors! they are always there, whenever i need them, they can be over in a second. litterally. and they are always there. sean lives at my house half the time, and he gets along with my younger brother, sometimes more then he gets along with me, jake is like his wingman. just sitting under all these gorgeous stars, it's like a being inside one of those glass domes, and everything above you is so far away, yet so close, and you odn't want to think about hte vass anormity of the universe and what couldb e out there, all you want to think about is the beauty of it and accept that it's there, and even though you've never been on it, and you've never seen them up close, why bother yourself with thinking about the big picture, when you are presented with such a simple picture right infront of you. it was just sitting there in silence, admiring the beauty of the sky, and knowing how insigniificant you really are in this universe but not really caring because you're here, you're now. it was really, really breath taking. it makes you appreicate everything around you, and everything you have, and it helps you just accept everything that you have and everything that might have happend, it reminds you that there wil always be beauty if you just look at the simple things, and no matter how hard things seem or how hard things have been, there will always be time to just lay down on a cold dock with you're best friend and gaze up in complete silence knowing you're both in complete awe and there is nothing that needs to be said, the silence says it all.
besides that, the sun was hot, and the breeze was always cool, it was just calm.
it was pure and total bliss.