Times are a changing

Jun 15, 2005 11:54

This entry, I'm going to go with correct grammatical structures and correct capitalization of words. I don't know why. But anyways, I've got two problems right now in my life-- I've got my normal girl troubles and I've got troubles adjusting with my new work environment.

Let's start with Brian's infamous girl troubles: There's this girl, for the sake of privacy we'll name her X, who I met at a Southern Connecticut State University party. I hooked up with her there, she kept in touch with me (not the other way around), and we ended up hanging out a few more times when she got home. I'm not going to lie, I didn't like her at first. I was convinced that I liked this girl from SU (she can be "Y"). On a separate note, Y declined going to the Red Sox game with me that I spent $$ on, but that's not really her fault, she needs to work. Still an inconvenience. After a few weeks, things really faded between me and "Y." We no longer talked online, and I honestly haven't thought of her in a little while. But back on track-- after hanging out with "X," I started to really dig her. She was funny, good looking, a swimmer (hey, always a plus.. 24 50 free, 55 100 free, 2:02 200 free for all you SU swimmers out there who are currently laughing haha), and ulimately, a good person. She however ran into problems at school. She likes attention, which I guess I can't blame her for wanting. But she does it by hooking up with guys at parties. I really do want to keep her anonymous, and I'd really exploit her if I mentioned what I want to mention, but her brother is pretty famous in the swimming world. So I think this is why she's like this. Anyways, "X" and I were cool, she went to the beach and left an away message that said "at the beach, wish you were with me Bri [that's me!]." She came back a completely different person. She no longer texted me, she no longer wanted to hang out with me, and she just started somewhat ignoring me. This was easy to pick up on, I really did miss her a lot. Apparently, she got me a surprise, but someone in her family ate the surprise (fudge). She's been making excuses lately, and it's very clear she doesn't feel the same about me anymore. And I'm left behind.. in a situation I promised myself I'd not be in this summer.

And to further exploit my shortcoming, which I like to do occasionally, I hooked up with 2 different girls in the same day yesterday. Did I hook up with them to feel better about myself? Probably. See, I'm a bad person, I've said this over and over. And if you're from West Chester, you can sit there and smile a large grin knowing that my summer is going horribly.

AS FOR WORK: Haig and Thom, my two best friends at the theatre, are leaving me. Haig's going to Cyprus to visit his family, however, because he's an Asst. Manager, he has to be terminated because he'll be gone for a long period of time. Thom's going to Japan and will be back the day after I leave for SU. Work's changing and not for the better.

That is all-- pick up your trash on the way out.
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