its been some time since i have been on here and a lot has changed but its nice to see that livejournal is the same. had this account for 8 years... married, pregnant and living on the other side of the country then when we started... it is nice to see where i came from and how i felt when i was 16(my world crashing) i miss the times we have had if ( Read more... )

you have been their for my young rants and when i thought i was in love all of those times. or looking for a party, or just to be there when no one else gets what i want. yes you were their through my stupid stupid marrage. (what a bad idea that was) live journal we have been together since i was 16. when i thought i was grown up, when i thought i ( Read more... )

i hate everyone ( Read more... )

always the same and never changes, do this do that, same shit different day.

so i am going to colorado with megan. its to see a boy and it is going to be wonderful, i am super excited about it

hoping i wont have to come back

wednesday
bar at 11:30 passed out at 7

thursday
beer and playing

friday
booze and devil driver show

saturday
fucked up at my party

sunday
closed the bar

monday
played out side
closed the bar

tuesday
played
closed the bar

wednesday
worked
maybe the bar.

i enjoyed all of it

i dont think anyone reads this so here i go ( Read more... )

the thing about time is that it just keeps going. with you or with out you. i want to slip away from time and just be. nothing around me. all i need is a big bag of weed. work sucks, so moral. if we could skip ahead would i be happy then. i dont think so i would just be bitching about whats going on then. the truth is, is that you and only you can ( Read more... )

their is a person in my life that is keepig me from you. i know you miss me i miss you just as much. their is just nothing i can do to get us back together.this person is controlling and just hating on me and would rather kill himself then see me happy. i have tried to start over with you myspace but it just wont happen and i am sorry. all thouse ( Read more... )

ok so my myspace got deleted and if you myspace and see this then look for me

pain in the ass

jamie timm

myspace/wash_the_dishes