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Sorry to anyone who self injures that are reading this, it might be a little triggering i dont know, sorry.
So it was my birthday a few days ago. Had some fun. Went shopping, watched rugby, and went out drinking with friends...... Ohyeah and I tried to kill myslef. would have totaly worked if Chris did not phone an ambulance to come and stop me. I was sat on my bed with the blade in my hand and just sliced away at my wrists over and over again. Al the blood running down my arm felt so good.
Parents still dont know what is going on. It surprises me how much I can keep hidden from them. Chris is the only one I cant keep things hidden from, he catches me out every time that I am trying to hide something or lying about something.
On the plus side me and him are going to see the Shower Scene in 2 weeks which I am so excited about. sometimes i think me and chris get on way to well sometimes consicering we are ex's. I love it that we can mess about and just do things like we did when we were together and be the same just without the kissing and sex and everything else that we would do in bed. Like on the bus up to colege every day we will just sit there and he will have his arms around me and we will just go to sleep together.
I love it
So it was my birthday a few days ago. Had some fun. Went shopping, watched rugby, and went out drinking with friends...... Ohyeah and I tried to kill myslef. would have totaly worked if Chris did not phone an ambulance to come and stop me. I was sat on my bed with the blade in my hand and just sliced away at my wrists over and over again. Al the blood running down my arm felt so good.
Parents still dont know what is going on. It surprises me how much I can keep hidden from them. Chris is the only one I cant keep things hidden from, he catches me out every time that I am trying to hide something or lying about something.
On the plus side me and him are going to see the Shower Scene in 2 weeks which I am so excited about. sometimes i think me and chris get on way to well sometimes consicering we are ex's. I love it that we can mess about and just do things like we did when we were together and be the same just without the kissing and sex and everything else that we would do in bed. Like on the bus up to colege every day we will just sit there and he will have his arms around me and we will just go to sleep together.
I love it