Not entirely sure why, but flooded with memories today, this year, 11 years after ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been too good at updating recently, but last week, Gaby, a friend from way back, died. It's a bit dulled by the time we haven't seen each others (although I've seen him a few times, most recently the last time I went to the beerfest in Montreal), but still, another one of those things that shouldn't be happening...

Miss you, Denzo.

Sometimes, I'm scared I'm going to forget, but other times, I remember and I'm scared.

This morning, in the train, for some unknown reason, I remembered extremely strongly how I felt at denizsarikaya's service, how I had a beautiful text from a favourite person (who couldn't make it) in my shirt pocket, but I was just stressed out of my mind, and couldn't ( Read more... )

Apparently, I had missed this, somehow, this weekend... I don't think I've met him in person, but I've profited from his contributions quite often, my condolences to those who did.

The sunday after Deniz died, I woke up around 8:30-9:00, in her guestroom's bed. There was no sound. There was no singing. It was just sharp, painful silence. It hurted so much. I loved her ( Read more... )

A very good friend, denizsarikaya, has passed away. I would like to reassure people that I am well, even though there is a lot involved in this kind of event, hence my recent absence from your friends pages.

I would like to thank every one of you who expressed their support, and to those who haven't expressed it but have been thinking of me/us.