No one reads my livejournal, so I don't know why I'm posting this, but oh well ( Read more... )

Time keeps on slipping, slipping, slipping in to the future.... And I remain a constant variable, I sit in this damn apartment, all day everyday. I feel as though all my friends are going apart from me, they don't respond to me the same as they used to, some have even grown afraid of me. Even though they have nothing to fear. They say it's because ( Read more... )

I cut myself today, after realising I lost a good friend forever. They just stopped caring about me or so it seems. But I must remember time flows like a river, no two moments are ever the same, it was doomed to happen anyway, with who I am, just a fat kid, that no one really likes, but that doesn't take the pain away. It was foolhardy to believe ( Read more... )

Ugh, why does life have to be so difficult. Why can't I ever catch a break. Sersiously nothing ever goes my way it's quite annoying. Get some heavy duty computer equipment, it breaks the day after you get it. You make a good friends, then they just want nothing to do with you anymore, "sorry Adam, you're not good enough to old a conversation with ( Read more... )

I'm pissed off, yeah that's right. Pissed right off. Ripped even, spent most of the day worrying why I didn't get my pills at 8:30 like I was supposed to until 11:45 because fucking staff forgot about me, of course it wouldn't have even been a problem if the fucking staff hadn't taken me off self-med for dumbass reasons. Forgive me if I like to ( Read more... )

Spent half of the day today in a group driving around with a staff, good ole moco Joe. Spent most of the time looking at walmart and Kmart and etc at futons and sheet/comfuteres. I hope I have enough money in my retro check to pay for all the furnishings I'll need, If I didn't frigging oh everone and thier uncle money things would be alot easier. ( Read more... )

Woke up early today, had to go look at a new apartment, all I have to say about it is... Wow. Seriously the place is fucking huge, two bedroom with a living room big enough to sink the Titanic. Luckily it falls wihin the brap guidelines which is sweet. Mostlikely this apartment is going to be mine just aslong as someone doesn't throw a monkey ( Read more... )

DYNOMITE!

First day of having a live journal and already I'm posting in it again. I'm getting the distint impression that as every day goes buy Jen wants less and less to do with me, she'd rather apease people like Corey. I don't know much abotu Corey, but the more and more I hear about him the more he seems to turn out like Bruce and Randy my mom's abusive ( Read more... )

Decided to start a Live Journal again, though don't know what I'll talk about. Anyway, Devise RP is a bustling with activity all of DM.C's Games are going under revamping, Circus World is well under the way and C.O.T.E. is more of a succes then I could ever dream of. Hopefully the company will get something published with in the next 5 years. I've ( Read more... )