FUCK
APs, SATIIs, this play, money, school (read: this english paper and everything else), and oh yes personal life....
I was this close to fucking losing it tonight. overheating, and running around, and deciding to just crash in a chair during parts of the show. some of you who know me know that this is unusual and that during a show normal for me is running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Im just not sure how much longer I can do this. Im not sure how Im going to survive. I know I will.. and its sunny.. and everything but. Fuck.
The perfect world right now would be one with all my friends and everything but where I never had to worry about anything except politics and theater. that would be amazing. yay for pipe dreams!
Come see the show.. you might get to see me completely lose it live on stage during a set change.
ok. lets hope Ive got that out of my system.
oh. and Im slowly working through these like things, so dont worry
I was this close to fucking losing it tonight. overheating, and running around, and deciding to just crash in a chair during parts of the show. some of you who know me know that this is unusual and that during a show normal for me is running around like a chicken with my head cut off. Im just not sure how much longer I can do this. Im not sure how Im going to survive. I know I will.. and its sunny.. and everything but. Fuck.
The perfect world right now would be one with all my friends and everything but where I never had to worry about anything except politics and theater. that would be amazing. yay for pipe dreams!
Come see the show.. you might get to see me completely lose it live on stage during a set change.
ok. lets hope Ive got that out of my system.
oh. and Im slowly working through these like things, so dont worry