Mar 07, 2007 03:09
ha, so i'm looking at my life - i'm so content, yet i don't have that many friends? like i have friends but not like i used to in highschool. Brandi is my best friend of all time, Jessica, Ariel, and Ali are my good friends that i hang out with, my guy friends Alex, Justin, Richard and Lewis, are...welll, my guy friends that I hang out with sometimes. Other than that, I have work and school. I am not really sure how I feel about Ashton anymore - It's like i feel like i'm giving up i dont have like the urge to call him and when i think about his name i'm like well...it's over with, but when i think about my life without him it's like i can't do it, i freeze and i want him back. I don't understand me at all.
My weeks are as followed everyda for as long as i have this job at the credit call center ... and spring semester is in session
mondays: class 11 - 1, work 5 - 11
tuesdays: work 2 - 9
wednesdays: class 11 - 1, work 5 - 11
thursdays: work 2 - 9
fridays: my oh happy day
saturdays: work 3 - 10
sundays: another oh happy day
...i'm making 10 an hour, those hours total up to 30 a week, thats 300 a week, thats 600 a paycheck. thank god i love money, i just wish i had ashton back so i could do stuff for him and us...if i could i'd do it all over again.