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I can't sleep so I've decided to update. First off, I'm trying to win a certain someone over, I feel like I really need him in my life, I'm a natural born go-getter so I try anything in my path to get what I'm after, I've never had anything not work out (knock on wood) so maybe, one last chance with him is all I need for me to realize he's not the one for me, or for him to realize I'm the one for him, all I really need and want is that "one last chance", had that chance with Steven and I ended up dumping him because I realized he wasn't right for me. Who knows what all will happen if this whole situation works out...I hope it does, and I hope its a fairy tale ending <3
Other than that, Started my first transition day at work, training was nerveracking but now I'm gradually getting the hang of it, It's a good job for what I'm getting paid, so I'm happy.
Spring break is next week, I'm excited.
RIP CHUCK :(
So I'm reading the most depressing book like, ever. Total Ashton and I. It starts off and the couple meets in english class (where Ashton and I had met) and it's right before he leaves for the entire summer, they're packing and re-packing (which is what happened last summer when Ashton left for michigan) The boys mom asks the girl what she's gonna do for a full 8 weeks till August when he gets back (which is exactly what Mrs VanAntwerp asked me when I was taking ashton and them to the airport) I dunno, it just reminded me a lot about the good times we had, made me miss him. Then, it goes and it tells the story of the main character see her dad getting murdered on her driveway on christmas, and how her boyfriend has changed her life around. The whole death thing reminded me of how quickly life can be taken away from you and to appreciate everyone and everything anyone has ever done for you and to cherish the moments. Life is so scary - one moment you have it, the next you don't. Depressing thing to think about, but it's always going to be there.
Other than that, Started my first transition day at work, training was nerveracking but now I'm gradually getting the hang of it, It's a good job for what I'm getting paid, so I'm happy.
Spring break is next week, I'm excited.
RIP CHUCK :(
So I'm reading the most depressing book like, ever. Total Ashton and I. It starts off and the couple meets in english class (where Ashton and I had met) and it's right before he leaves for the entire summer, they're packing and re-packing (which is what happened last summer when Ashton left for michigan) The boys mom asks the girl what she's gonna do for a full 8 weeks till August when he gets back (which is exactly what Mrs VanAntwerp asked me when I was taking ashton and them to the airport) I dunno, it just reminded me a lot about the good times we had, made me miss him. Then, it goes and it tells the story of the main character see her dad getting murdered on her driveway on christmas, and how her boyfriend has changed her life around. The whole death thing reminded me of how quickly life can be taken away from you and to appreciate everyone and everything anyone has ever done for you and to cherish the moments. Life is so scary - one moment you have it, the next you don't. Depressing thing to think about, but it's always going to be there.