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[pothica]

why should i bother trying to make new memories if you aren't going to remember them?
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you don't remember any of our past do you?

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want me to QQ some more?

why should i even try to make new memories if you won't try on your side?

it looks like i'm the only one trying in this relationship.
and once again i'm severely burned.

once again you don't remember if it was me or her.
once again you don't remember that it was me.
once again you don't remember.

"lets go for a walk"
"no."

"where were you?"
"i went for a walk"

., .

fine.
i'm done trying.
i'm done trying to make romance for you.
i'm done trying to spend what time i do with you.
i'm done.
you wouldn't remember me anyway.

i bet you don't even remember last summer.

or anything we did in ub..
or any of the dates we've had.

maybe some of the recent ones.

everyday i hope for something little.
and everyday i get shot in the foot.
i'm starting to run out of toes.

just a reminder to know i'm the one you're thinking about.

but i know i'm not.

what would make a person kill themselves?
knowing that you're with someone who doesn't really care?
or being blissfully ignorant?

when you find me it'll probably be too late.