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I have no idea what I'm doing different. I leave for school most days at 7am and am there for at least 12 hours. With only 2 or 3 classes a day, why am I coming home and feeling so stressed feeling like I'm way behind...maybe cause I am.
Thinking about it now, I SHOULD have spent the weekend studying stats symbols. I SHOULD have spent the weekend trying to get ahead and spend quality time on my internship class writing assignments so I get the required 10 hours/week outside of class documentation. Did I? No.
I came home and had a break down. It's always a buildup that no one gets really. Got a tetanus shot yesterday so my arm hurts like hell whenever I use it or touch it, my back hurts, thanks to the flu shot, I'm running half a fever which sucks when its already cold out and stuck at school unable to sleep, and then I just feel stressed with schoolwork. Im worried I'm going to fail my classes. And Romanian seems impossible at times.
I admit I can attribue some of this other stress to the trip I'll be making this week to Cali so I doubt I'll get hard core hw done there, Mark basically thinking I just didn't write him at all when really it was because he didn't write me back or his mom didn't forward anything. Like a guy could sense anything from 2000+ miles away but I wonder if he'll suspect something's up when I suggest we go to every other week or more emails. I kidna want to break away and see what happens with Luke. And I can't do that when I'm obligated to write an email every week trying to catch him up on stuff.
Hopefully subsequent semesters will not be this crazy.
Edit: Its amazing what 3 IB Profein and an hour power nap will do....
Thinking about it now, I SHOULD have spent the weekend studying stats symbols. I SHOULD have spent the weekend trying to get ahead and spend quality time on my internship class writing assignments so I get the required 10 hours/week outside of class documentation. Did I? No.
I came home and had a break down. It's always a buildup that no one gets really. Got a tetanus shot yesterday so my arm hurts like hell whenever I use it or touch it, my back hurts, thanks to the flu shot, I'm running half a fever which sucks when its already cold out and stuck at school unable to sleep, and then I just feel stressed with schoolwork. Im worried I'm going to fail my classes. And Romanian seems impossible at times.
I admit I can attribue some of this other stress to the trip I'll be making this week to Cali so I doubt I'll get hard core hw done there, Mark basically thinking I just didn't write him at all when really it was because he didn't write me back or his mom didn't forward anything. Like a guy could sense anything from 2000+ miles away but I wonder if he'll suspect something's up when I suggest we go to every other week or more emails. I kidna want to break away and see what happens with Luke. And I can't do that when I'm obligated to write an email every week trying to catch him up on stuff.
Hopefully subsequent semesters will not be this crazy.
Edit: Its amazing what 3 IB Profein and an hour power nap will do....