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I guess I didn't get into BYU's marching band. Its kinda disappointing but I heard what I sounded like on my tape. I dunno maybe its cuz I sent the paperwork in early and they lost it who knows the reason. For all I know it might be in Utah waiting for me at my parent's house when I get there Tuesday but I won't hurt my breath. I guess it'll be fun to go to the games wth my parents, but it'll be hard to see the band and want a part of it. University band starts in January and that's open audition. -shrugg- I'm not gunna let myself cry over it. I doubted myself from the beginning. Plus, sometimes I am reminded that not everything works out perfectly like you want. (ouch lets not think about that in relation to Mark!) But getting into BYU in and of itself is amazingly unbelievable for me. Education is the ultimate goal there. At least I can concetrate on my schoolwork...and maybe keep a different job rather than the early morning custodial one. Bleh. I'm so tired of getting up at 4am