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hey ppl-
Fuck fuck fuck. Tooth pain is like the most likely thing ever to take away your sanity. I have been SO all over the place emotionally and I think I'm on like panic attack number three for the week so far. Toothache started on like Tuesday, went to the doctor Thurs and got penicillin, swelling and pain went away but pills made me feel kinda gross, pain suddenly returned full force today. Either my infection is resistant to penicillin or something else is ary. Pain, check. Phobia of medication, check. Sure fix that didn't fix it, check. Having to go to a creepy fucking dentist to wait in line at 6AM, check. Spending all our money, check. More medical phobias, check.
So you know, if I die, that's where I was. White bird. No, I shouldn't say that, they are helping people and that's awesome. It's just this little white house downtown and is falling apart and all the drugged out homeless people go there. Which I'm happy someone is treating them and I am in no way anti-homeless-people, just, ya know. When your already terrified of the proceedure and in pain, not a great environment to be around.
Really hoping this turns out with minimal trauma. Of all kinds.
well, bye for now-:-D
Fuck fuck fuck. Tooth pain is like the most likely thing ever to take away your sanity. I have been SO all over the place emotionally and I think I'm on like panic attack number three for the week so far. Toothache started on like Tuesday, went to the doctor Thurs and got penicillin, swelling and pain went away but pills made me feel kinda gross, pain suddenly returned full force today. Either my infection is resistant to penicillin or something else is ary. Pain, check. Phobia of medication, check. Sure fix that didn't fix it, check. Having to go to a creepy fucking dentist to wait in line at 6AM, check. Spending all our money, check. More medical phobias, check.
So you know, if I die, that's where I was. White bird. No, I shouldn't say that, they are helping people and that's awesome. It's just this little white house downtown and is falling apart and all the drugged out homeless people go there. Which I'm happy someone is treating them and I am in no way anti-homeless-people, just, ya know. When your already terrified of the proceedure and in pain, not a great environment to be around.
Really hoping this turns out with minimal trauma. Of all kinds.
well, bye for now-:-D