Is it wrong that I'm not at Pridefest today? That I didn't even know about it until I heard the noise out my window? That I didn't know it was yesterday, too? Lately have I been subsumed by my hetero side or am I just upset with the heteronormalization of culture that these kinds of parades and gatherings are? Bring your kids! Just turn away when ( Read more... )

I am so through with Colorado weather - so through with winds and schizophrenic cold-to-warm and hot-to-freezing variations. Is there not a place in this world that would house my body perfectly with its climate and culture? Where is my utopia? I'd settle for dystopia as long as you were there with me and the air would be warm without overwhelming ( Read more... )

What happens when every dream you can recall is occupied by their skin next to yours, when your desire for your own gender begins to take its toll on your sex life with your current partner, and how the only one you can get close to gives you a delicious webcam show that leaves you feeling toyed-with and betrayed somehow. No, I have no hope of ( Read more... )

No. No. I am not feeling all too swell.

In a perfect world there would be a thousand needles ready and willing to inject blue into each of my skin cells. Blue like the colors of the doors here, of the buildings, of the trim on automobiles. A thousand of them at my service to erase thousands of historical years like weights on all our repulsive white hearts. There was a volleyball match ( Read more... )