one whole day
i have awoken from a nap. listening to too much icelandic music. am in a state of constant and deep dear missings. i've taken a shower. i will hop onto my bicycle. i'm not entirely sure of the route i'll carve out for myself. and mica is meowing incessantly.
if i haven't written lately, know there are times when i am filled with you completely. even if i've spoken to you and seen you a lot, i miss the way your arms used to wrap around me completely and when you used to surprise me in the morning to get coffee from me before going to work. how is the new city for you - i have romantic notions of NYC and have you moved yet? Is the cancer gone and please tell me it was all just a cruel joke on behalf of the doctors because i know you'll live forever.
do you remember that one time when we...
and also when...
it's always the in between moments, those most empty that lie betwixt the most chaotic, that bring these swells of longing and bitter-sweet random acts of memories sutured into loss.
if i haven't written lately, know there are times when i am filled with you completely. even if i've spoken to you and seen you a lot, i miss the way your arms used to wrap around me completely and when you used to surprise me in the morning to get coffee from me before going to work. how is the new city for you - i have romantic notions of NYC and have you moved yet? Is the cancer gone and please tell me it was all just a cruel joke on behalf of the doctors because i know you'll live forever.
do you remember that one time when we...
and also when...
it's always the in between moments, those most empty that lie betwixt the most chaotic, that bring these swells of longing and bitter-sweet random acts of memories sutured into loss.