Son of a bitch
Well, I thought today was actually going to be a great day, Well, I called my recruiter and Well, Im supposed to report in at 8:00am this morning for recrutiers assistance, well, My car is still fucked up so I dont have a ride, and my recrutier called me and told me it was alright if I took the day off to get my shit straight, so I was like cool. Then he calls me back and tells me he just got off the phone with the Non-Commisioned Officer In Charge (NCOIC) and he said I have to report in at 1300, which is 1:00pm. So now im left here trying to figure out how the hell im going to get there, How the hell im going to get home, Im going to try and get ahold of my cousins or someone to see if I can get a ride there, but then, im fucked on a way home. So The only thing I could think of is having my girl come and get me tonight when im done or what not, but one, thats a hell of a drive from Paw Paw to St. Joesph, 2) shes upset with me because I didnt call her last night like I told her I would because my damn Battery died in my cell, so ugh, I have no clue what im going to do. Now im scared that im BARELY going to see her at all which upsets me because I miss her so damn much, and she cant stay the night anymore because she doesnt want to cause problems with her and her mom, and depending on whatever time I finished the job tonight, I doubt she'd even find it worth it to see me for such a short time, and then id have to wait for the ride to get there. GRRRR!!!!!!! If I dont show up my recrutiers assistance will be terminated and Ill have to fly out to goto my MOS school and just wait there until it opens back up. Son of a bitch, I dont want to argue with my girlfriend, I want to see her, I want to make her happy, I want to make her proud, I want her to be proud of me, I want to just..... ugh, ok, I just got off the phone with my cousin cody, hes going to take me to the recrutiers station, so now all I need is a ride home, any volunteers? riiight, No one reads these except for those of you who are too far away, Ah well, I need my gf to call because i want to see if she'll pick me up after im done if my mom gives her gas money, even if she cant stay very long. I guess any time spent with the woman I love is better than nothing at all, I should just Marry her and have her live with me, lol. :) then Ill always be happy. I found a ride there now I need a ride home, but I have shit to do so out.