2024
people are living like nothings happened. i think im theonly one still feeling disturbed bout the whole two year been told to stay at home and not talk to neighbours etc.. this world is strange and sucks atm.
i am all good., my boys have grown.. left home. its just me, shadow (dog) and door cat (riley and spook.
what am io goign to do this year?? i have no idea.. help train a shetland pony i guess.
i have got what ive always wanted .. access to horses.. now im thinking maybe wrong time in life.. is all good. im older. and my body is fucked. thyropid. artheritis .. all that jazz. but.. everything is good. roof over my head. so bear is bit crook. just a living everyday and kinda completing nothing.
i do get bored and flustered as i have problems concentrating on things. i nee dto9 let go of the past and move on . i just dontk now what i want to do.. i dont wan tto die .. thats one thing. life is crazy. the queen is dead. charles may be not so far awsy.
i am all good., my boys have grown.. left home. its just me, shadow (dog) and door cat (riley and spook.
what am io goign to do this year?? i have no idea.. help train a shetland pony i guess.
i have got what ive always wanted .. access to horses.. now im thinking maybe wrong time in life.. is all good. im older. and my body is fucked. thyropid. artheritis .. all that jazz. but.. everything is good. roof over my head. so bear is bit crook. just a living everyday and kinda completing nothing.
i do get bored and flustered as i have problems concentrating on things. i nee dto9 let go of the past and move on . i just dontk now what i want to do.. i dont wan tto die .. thats one thing. life is crazy. the queen is dead. charles may be not so far awsy.