"Where Does Family Go?"
3:06am
I'm disappointed, why? It's almost Christmas, and the time is definitely near. What what way to spend Christmas if it isn't with a little bit of Holiday Cheer, what good does it do? Right now that wouldn't help me, a few subtle words wouldn't help me, not even a gift here or two, unless it's family?
As much as I want the world to continue to move 'round I'd also wish for something that can't be taken from you but can be lost. In my opinion, if santa were real, a good amount of kids maybe even adults would be thankful and shocked, if my family were together for the holidays I'd be thankful and shocked. If santa were real, that would be first on my Christmas list, I kidd you not.
My motivation lies within my family, they just don't know it. My strength and courage revolves around my family, I just don't show it. I can see truth that I have something no one can take from my family, a love. But I don't get the opportunity nor the time because times have been rough over the past couple years. I don't like to fight, I don't like to pick sides, I don't have favorites, but I do still have a family and my compassion is always there for them and will always be there for them. My understanding, my motivation, courage and trust is always with them. It's just up to me and if the right time I should shed that upon them, cause right now, it seems my family has a lot to deal with as far as even seeing one another to begin with.
That disappoints me.
As for being in Love
Yes, I have an answer, I chose an ending, my decision, my option.
For those that do not understand, in time, you'll know what I mean...
I'm disappointed, why? It's almost Christmas, and the time is definitely near. What what way to spend Christmas if it isn't with a little bit of Holiday Cheer, what good does it do? Right now that wouldn't help me, a few subtle words wouldn't help me, not even a gift here or two, unless it's family?
As much as I want the world to continue to move 'round I'd also wish for something that can't be taken from you but can be lost. In my opinion, if santa were real, a good amount of kids maybe even adults would be thankful and shocked, if my family were together for the holidays I'd be thankful and shocked. If santa were real, that would be first on my Christmas list, I kidd you not.
My motivation lies within my family, they just don't know it. My strength and courage revolves around my family, I just don't show it. I can see truth that I have something no one can take from my family, a love. But I don't get the opportunity nor the time because times have been rough over the past couple years. I don't like to fight, I don't like to pick sides, I don't have favorites, but I do still have a family and my compassion is always there for them and will always be there for them. My understanding, my motivation, courage and trust is always with them. It's just up to me and if the right time I should shed that upon them, cause right now, it seems my family has a lot to deal with as far as even seeing one another to begin with.
That disappoints me.
As for being in Love
Yes, I have an answer, I chose an ending, my decision, my option.
For those that do not understand, in time, you'll know what I mean...