Hokey Pokey
i didnt goto school today im not going tomorrow either..i have to go shopping and then its off to DC to stay with my cousins then to Baltimore to my aunts baby shower..fun..so i probably wont be updating until sunday or monday..vacation next week! w00t w00t!
anywayyyy..i had to goto the funeral it was horribly sad. i would've rather been getting teeth pulled. plus danny was really sad and i <333 him!
it was kind of small..aunt terri was there =) she's neat. anyway..it was an open casket..i could barely look..i just found it so sad. i hate funerals and i hate death..it just gets me thinking about things and i dont like to do that..so yeah. when i went to the cemetary uncle jimmy said some really nice things and it was sort of short..it was a nice service though.
it was at the same place where my uncle bill was buried. he was the coolest guy ever lol me and my daddy loved him <333.
yeah so then everyone came back here..and i played video games with a six year old. what a wonderful day..
oh! oh! oh! i also found out that im English! lol..because my grandpa's relatives went from Spain..to gibraltar to england. and one of my grandpa's like nephews was a well known soccer player in england lol..he hurt his knee and couldnt play anymore so then he came here..after staying at my house he went to vegas to be a card dealer..but his visa wasnt good and he gave them a fake social security number which turned out to be some import person ( federal agent i think..something like that ) and 6 fbi agents went and picked him up! haha..he got bailed out of jail and fled to vancouver, canada and has a wife and 3 or 4 kids lol! we lost touch with him though..
well i guess we do learn something new everyday haha. im friggin english! haa
anyway yeah..not in the mood to type..maybe later?
okay nevermind im still typing because im terribly pissed.
i hate my frigging school and i hate my frigging parents. we got my 2 week update in spanish since i was bad and now they have to check up on me. it was mostly good but some of it wasnt. in one part she said that my attire was "inappropriate" and my stomach was bear and she told me to cover it and i didnt. and i complained over how everyone was telling me how to dress. okay heres what really happened
first off. like an inch and a half of my stomach was showing. and you couldnt even see my belly button or anything. i dont dress like a whore im not a dumbass. and i was really hot so no i wasnt putting my sweatshirt on. plus i was going to sit down anyway! and right before that i got in trouble for no friggin reason. oh yes. because i was two minutes late for class TWO FUCKING MINUTES! jesus cry me a friggin river. and then i didnt do work because i was in a bad mood.
so guess what mom says? okay no new cell phone! fuck that im getting a phone i need one and she knows that. i fucking hate my family my school and everything and everyone associated with it i want them all to dissapear i just wish for once they didnt care and i was able to do what i wanted. god. i fucking hate my life and i fucking hate my depression. and i hate myself and i want to die.
so now grandpa wants the comp. have fun assholes.