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I called Eric after school today and met up with him. Long story short, he broke up with me. I don't understand why. He says he's confused... but about what? I don't understand why he broke up with me. Its all so messed up. I feel so pathetic, i've spent the majority of the past 6 hours crying. But in some ways, it still hasnt clicked. Like, everytime my phone rings, i jump and go yay! eric's calling, but its never him. I miss him so much already and I honestly dont know what to do about it. I'm going to call him at somepoint becuase i have so many questions to ask him. Did i do anything wrong? Why all of a sudden? one week after our 6 month anniversary, its was completely out of left field. I knew we would break up eventually but i thought i would atleast have some kind of a warning. I didn't and that just makes it 10x worse. I still love him. I truly do. I miss him so much and i just... I dont know...
Damnit, I'm crying again.
Damnit, I'm crying again.