Update
Haven't post here for years and well I have no idea why I'm here again but yea I'm just dropping by.
Life's been sucking ever since I turned 20. The last time I was here was about 3 years ago. Things have changed. I guess I can say I'm more stressed out about life now. As I get older, I realized that I have more things to worry about. Things that make my stomach churns, things that make me want to tear my hair out, things that make me want to scream and just run away from everything. No wonder people commit suicide. Heh.
It's not that I haven't been stressed before. Just not as much. I was so carefree and happy-go-lucky but now everything just slam into my face all of a sudden and I feel like I'm being forced to finally face the reality. Things that I can't run away from.
I really don't want to grow up. I feel so pressurized to do well in life I'm probably gonna get white hair. I don't want that yuck.
I hope things get better soon sigh.
Life's been sucking ever since I turned 20. The last time I was here was about 3 years ago. Things have changed. I guess I can say I'm more stressed out about life now. As I get older, I realized that I have more things to worry about. Things that make my stomach churns, things that make me want to tear my hair out, things that make me want to scream and just run away from everything. No wonder people commit suicide. Heh.
It's not that I haven't been stressed before. Just not as much. I was so carefree and happy-go-lucky but now everything just slam into my face all of a sudden and I feel like I'm being forced to finally face the reality. Things that I can't run away from.
I really don't want to grow up. I feel so pressurized to do well in life I'm probably gonna get white hair. I don't want that yuck.
I hope things get better soon sigh.