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i feel so old. i sat in the park eating breakfast/lunch. and then i just sat there. and this woman passed by me, walking a dog, and smiled at me, and then made the motion with her finger for me to smile. i should be happy. i dont know. i think birthdays just depress me. i didnt want to wake up today.
my roommates bought me flowers. i have good friends.
i just miss you, so much.
i might be home next weekend. my parents asked me to come this weekend, but i didnt want to.
i might go exercise or something. i feel fat.
im 19. i cant give honest smiles.
ugh. i hate birthdays.
my roommates bought me flowers. i have good friends.
i just miss you, so much.
i might be home next weekend. my parents asked me to come this weekend, but i didnt want to.
i might go exercise or something. i feel fat.
im 19. i cant give honest smiles.
ugh. i hate birthdays.