Top 100 List of Moi (2002)
1) I feel as if I don't belong in this world
2) I hate to see the evil in men, it affects me very emotionally & spiritually. Everytime I see a human inflict hurt against another I feel as if a part of me is dying..I cry and feel deep anger
3) I hate to see how humans have destroyed Nature and animals. We're to nurture and protect them not hurt them. I feel so helpless and angry
4) I want to go home - as if THIS is not my home
5)I like to listen & help others but I wish they would listen to my problems for once
6)I feel lost and so alone
7) I have two voices which constantly veer me off the wrong path: Anne & Jallen. Their the only 'things' which listen &love&tells me what's right from wrong besides God
8) I feel linked to the Arch angel Gabriel although I don't know why
9)If I had the courage, I would have committed suicide long ago but I now know it's wrong. I want to leave this world but I know God would be angry if I disobeyed Him
10) I'm a romantic fool - I'm pessimistic about my love life. I don't think I'll find happiness there
11) I desperately want to be loved and to love just one man my whole life - for once, I'd like to love the man who is in love with me.
12) I'm terrified of men
13) I'm painfully shy in front of male strangers
14) I habour a secret desire to have a love as strong as that of the love described in Romance novels
15) I could only love a man whom I think is good looking
16) I'm shallow
17) I'm selfish
18)People will hate me if they knew my every thought
19) I feel sad for all the fallen angels & hope that they will repent
20) I want desperately to see the Archangel Gabriel and my guardian angel/s
21)I can't sleep at night
22)I think I'm a little crazy in the head
23) That tarot reading Aunt Carol gave me still disturbs me greatly
24) I'm afraid of my future
25) I once prayed for WW3 to come soon coz I wanted to go to Heaven sooner
26) I'm scared of War now
27)I believe I'm not ready to die yet coz I'm not a good Christian yet (I don't want to burn in Hell)
28) I've got a long list of questions I want to ask God
29)I wish God would speak to me
30)I'm weak mentally but wish I was strong
31) I wish I was rich so I can help the needy & build a beautiful castle in Scotland & adopt many homeless children
32)I want a Siberian Husky, a persian black & white & a dozen horses
33)I want to live in SCotland forever
34) I want to learn many languages
35) I wish I was pretty & tall
36) I wish to be a better person
37) I want to counsel
38) I want to be held in God's embrace
39) To love others unconditionally (even my enemies)
40)I wish for a happier family
41) I wish my parents wouldn't fight over money and love each other again
42) I wish my mother to be happy and free from problems likewise for my father
43) I love my sister & parents even if I don't say it
44) Family is very important to me
45) Friends come second
46) I don't like to waste food - my heart aches to just throw food away, think of all those starving people in the world
47) I love God and Jesus very much
48) I love men but I'm scared of them
49) I think men beautiful, even more so than women
50) My viginity will be a gift to the man I love
51) I like to look at good looking models
52) I wish I'd known Tyrone Power personally
53) I'm devastated that my angel story is gone after my pc crashed
54) I cry sometimes coz I hate this crual world
55)I wish secretly for a fairy tale life
56)I wish to die sometimes
57)I love to swim but I'm scared of swimming pools coz I imagine giant octopuses coming to grab me under
58) I hate exercising
59)I think I might be a nervous person
60)I love books & history
61) I love to write
62) I crave a man because I lust
63) I'm not a very nice person although every one thinks I am
64) I hate life but try to love it coz God put me here
65) I fear that when the time comes for me to die, God won't accept me into Heaven
66) I pity Lucifer
67) I want to name my future son Lucifer but can't
68) I'll name him Gabriel Devlin instead
69)Second son: Michael Leal
70) Third son: Uriel Cassiel
71) I would love to have children esp boys
72) I wish to have at least 4/5 children (3 boys 2 girls/4 boys 1 girl)
73)I like dark & beautiful men - ebony haired, beautiful sapphire blue eyes with long thick lashes
74) My ideal man is over 6 ft with a long rangy built
75) His personality is such of my Romance novels' hero characters
76)I hate insects except butterflies
77)I wonder why the Lord made them
78)I love the colour : black, blue, purple,white
79)I adore chocalates
80) I love cookies & milk.....oooooh and cakes & soup & meat(red)
81) I hate fish except oily ones
82) I'm a sucker for romance
83) I want my hair to be very long to the hips, wavy, a medium brown n in good condition
84) I dislike Singapore but still feel a sense of loyalty
85) I like soya bean and orchid tea
86)'Oceanus' by Body Shop is my fave scent
87)I love Gucci, YSL, Guess and Tom Ford
88) Night time perfume: Glamourous by Ralph Lauren
89)Besides Scotland, I love (Republic)Ireland too
90) I want to visit every European country esp: Germany, Portugal and England
91)The Bible is beginning to be important to me
92) Stephanie Seymour, Eugenia Silva and Selam Hayek are beautiful
93) I used to like Leonardo DiCaprio, Gackt & Luna Sea with an unhealthy obssession
94) I worship ONLY God and Jesus
95) I'm fascinated by unicorns and mermaids
96) I love angels
97) I made a portrait of Gabriel
98) I hope Gabriel approves of my art of him
99)I watch 'Charmed' coz Cole is gorgeous
100) The warrior spirit in men is important
2) I hate to see the evil in men, it affects me very emotionally & spiritually. Everytime I see a human inflict hurt against another I feel as if a part of me is dying..I cry and feel deep anger
3) I hate to see how humans have destroyed Nature and animals. We're to nurture and protect them not hurt them. I feel so helpless and angry
4) I want to go home - as if THIS is not my home
5)I like to listen & help others but I wish they would listen to my problems for once
6)I feel lost and so alone
7) I have two voices which constantly veer me off the wrong path: Anne & Jallen. Their the only 'things' which listen &love&tells me what's right from wrong besides God
8) I feel linked to the Arch angel Gabriel although I don't know why
9)If I had the courage, I would have committed suicide long ago but I now know it's wrong. I want to leave this world but I know God would be angry if I disobeyed Him
10) I'm a romantic fool - I'm pessimistic about my love life. I don't think I'll find happiness there
11) I desperately want to be loved and to love just one man my whole life - for once, I'd like to love the man who is in love with me.
12) I'm terrified of men
13) I'm painfully shy in front of male strangers
14) I habour a secret desire to have a love as strong as that of the love described in Romance novels
15) I could only love a man whom I think is good looking
16) I'm shallow
17) I'm selfish
18)People will hate me if they knew my every thought
19) I feel sad for all the fallen angels & hope that they will repent
20) I want desperately to see the Archangel Gabriel and my guardian angel/s
21)I can't sleep at night
22)I think I'm a little crazy in the head
23) That tarot reading Aunt Carol gave me still disturbs me greatly
24) I'm afraid of my future
25) I once prayed for WW3 to come soon coz I wanted to go to Heaven sooner
26) I'm scared of War now
27)I believe I'm not ready to die yet coz I'm not a good Christian yet (I don't want to burn in Hell)
28) I've got a long list of questions I want to ask God
29)I wish God would speak to me
30)I'm weak mentally but wish I was strong
31) I wish I was rich so I can help the needy & build a beautiful castle in Scotland & adopt many homeless children
32)I want a Siberian Husky, a persian black & white & a dozen horses
33)I want to live in SCotland forever
34) I want to learn many languages
35) I wish I was pretty & tall
36) I wish to be a better person
37) I want to counsel
38) I want to be held in God's embrace
39) To love others unconditionally (even my enemies)
40)I wish for a happier family
41) I wish my parents wouldn't fight over money and love each other again
42) I wish my mother to be happy and free from problems likewise for my father
43) I love my sister & parents even if I don't say it
44) Family is very important to me
45) Friends come second
46) I don't like to waste food - my heart aches to just throw food away, think of all those starving people in the world
47) I love God and Jesus very much
48) I love men but I'm scared of them
49) I think men beautiful, even more so than women
50) My viginity will be a gift to the man I love
51) I like to look at good looking models
52) I wish I'd known Tyrone Power personally
53) I'm devastated that my angel story is gone after my pc crashed
54) I cry sometimes coz I hate this crual world
55)I wish secretly for a fairy tale life
56)I wish to die sometimes
57)I love to swim but I'm scared of swimming pools coz I imagine giant octopuses coming to grab me under
58) I hate exercising
59)I think I might be a nervous person
60)I love books & history
61) I love to write
62) I crave a man because I lust
63) I'm not a very nice person although every one thinks I am
64) I hate life but try to love it coz God put me here
65) I fear that when the time comes for me to die, God won't accept me into Heaven
66) I pity Lucifer
67) I want to name my future son Lucifer but can't
68) I'll name him Gabriel Devlin instead
69)Second son: Michael Leal
70) Third son: Uriel Cassiel
71) I would love to have children esp boys
72) I wish to have at least 4/5 children (3 boys 2 girls/4 boys 1 girl)
73)I like dark & beautiful men - ebony haired, beautiful sapphire blue eyes with long thick lashes
74) My ideal man is over 6 ft with a long rangy built
75) His personality is such of my Romance novels' hero characters
76)I hate insects except butterflies
77)I wonder why the Lord made them
78)I love the colour : black, blue, purple,white
79)I adore chocalates
80) I love cookies & milk.....oooooh and cakes & soup & meat(red)
81) I hate fish except oily ones
82) I'm a sucker for romance
83) I want my hair to be very long to the hips, wavy, a medium brown n in good condition
84) I dislike Singapore but still feel a sense of loyalty
85) I like soya bean and orchid tea
86)'Oceanus' by Body Shop is my fave scent
87)I love Gucci, YSL, Guess and Tom Ford
88) Night time perfume: Glamourous by Ralph Lauren
89)Besides Scotland, I love (Republic)Ireland too
90) I want to visit every European country esp: Germany, Portugal and England
91)The Bible is beginning to be important to me
92) Stephanie Seymour, Eugenia Silva and Selam Hayek are beautiful
93) I used to like Leonardo DiCaprio, Gackt & Luna Sea with an unhealthy obssession
94) I worship ONLY God and Jesus
95) I'm fascinated by unicorns and mermaids
96) I love angels
97) I made a portrait of Gabriel
98) I hope Gabriel approves of my art of him
99)I watch 'Charmed' coz Cole is gorgeous
100) The warrior spirit in men is important