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thank you to everyone who has offered comfort. i had to delete what i wrote because i was just feeling very awkward about having it here, and everytime i reread it it hurt more.
i know this is going to take a long time to recover from. i'm going to feel empty and hurt for quite some time. often my motivation to get things done(like school)was this love and now that it is screwed up i just feel really weak and really really unmotivated.
i know this is going to take a long time to recover from. i'm going to feel empty and hurt for quite some time. often my motivation to get things done(like school)was this love and now that it is screwed up i just feel really weak and really really unmotivated.