Sep 02, 2008 23:01
i want to destroy everything. im so pissed at my situation and the people around me getting on my nerves. i just want to slam my fist into someones face. that would feel amazing right now. i have way too much school to have a job at the same time, and im getting minimum wage doing dirty bitch work after spending all summer getting a cushy 10 an hour doing construction, which i actually enjoy. i felt a sense of accomplishment after every day of work, and not just because of the pay hours i racked up. to add to all this i have an infection and the medicine makes me dizzy. and i really liked this girl but she says i shouldnt talk to her anymore.
if only i could find some way to rationalize these things into meaninglessness
save me ashley gibson. last time i felt like i was worth anything i was with you.