And sometimes the night looks like morning, while at other times like rain.This past year wasn't what I wanted. Though there were exquisite moments, beautiful, troubling and lovely, I've been left tired and burned out, worn down to the grain. In spite of obscene amounts of effort to the contrary, I remain plagued by chronic debt, injuries, and ( Read more... )

For those who are new here, and there do seem to be a lot of you, here is a published book you should buy a downloadable copy of and my story in it.I would like to say this is going to be my last six:thirty a.m. awake for awhile now that I finally have a job, but I know that would be a greedy lie. My face down unhappiness has been heaping lots of ( Read more... )

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