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[porcellanabella]

i've decided im going to start drinking, it seems there is nothing better to do in this town and since i seem to f everythign else up, why not f up my liver also. anyway i like hanging out with the boys, tonight it was damian, melvin and mark. i do believe that when they were drunk melvin said something about being attracted to me but i hope its

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[siren_desidia]

I hear yah.
Here's to being arounsed but not wanting to be in a sexual situation!
It's weird, it's also hard to think about arousing things because it's always her, and it's depressing.. And I am not sure i want it to be anyone else, even when just 'takin care of business', as we call it in Gainesville. I just kind of try to think of the good times, and ignore the fact that the person I lust after and love more than anything doesn't want to have anything to do with me.

IM GOING TO KILL YOU

[xxxdesireexxx]

you start now , when im so far way ....to start drinking , im going to kill you , i though you didnt like drunk people . im vary confueds and mad and sad .
love you lots and miss you buncesses