tes bisoux me font mal
i've been hiding from everything possible. even things that normally make me smile.
i've been feeling shitty because i've been shitty to you, you, and especially you. i treat myself like shit when i treat you like shit. overall, there's just been a big pile of stinky shit sitting on my shoulders. shit.
i am a very social person and get my high off of other's energy. this whole avoiding people ordeal is just not meant for me. bike rides, reading, electronica, and massive sandwiches, however, are still tubular.
sometimes all you need is a break-down to break through.
i don't know what has changed, but all of a sudden, i care and Ella [my guitar] has never sounded so beautiful and...and...i'm doing nice things for people. why didn't anyone tell me being selfish wasn't cool anymore? oh right, it never was.
i'm not saying this is going to last, but there's no harm in being hopeful.
what now? piano...to feel alive again.
sometimes you just need to set your priorities straight. and you, boy, are not one. sorry.
i've been feeling shitty because i've been shitty to you, you, and especially you. i treat myself like shit when i treat you like shit. overall, there's just been a big pile of stinky shit sitting on my shoulders. shit.
i am a very social person and get my high off of other's energy. this whole avoiding people ordeal is just not meant for me. bike rides, reading, electronica, and massive sandwiches, however, are still tubular.
sometimes all you need is a break-down to break through.
i don't know what has changed, but all of a sudden, i care and Ella [my guitar] has never sounded so beautiful and...and...i'm doing nice things for people. why didn't anyone tell me being selfish wasn't cool anymore? oh right, it never was.
i'm not saying this is going to last, but there's no harm in being hopeful.
what now? piano...to feel alive again.
sometimes you just need to set your priorities straight. and you, boy, are not one. sorry.