hey child, things are looking down.

[porcelainlune]

i want a best friend.
i want passion and desire.
i want love and affection.
i want to be sure.
i want to be confident.
i want to be at peace with my battles.
i want to be a strong individual.
i want the cold to stop haunting me.
i want this lump in my throat to go away.
i want to escape.
i want to appreciate what i have.
i want balance and stability.
i want to be ok with breathing in and breathing out.
i want to stop feeling like this.
i want to know what the hell is going on.
i want to be fine [i lied].
i want a cigarette.