i just don't understand why you do the things you do...

[porcelainhart]

My week went pretty good but my weekend isn't looking to bright only because i have broncitis and i've lost my voice. =/. Today i am supposed to go watch Anthony and Trent play and then stay with alex but I'm not to sure if thats going to happen only because it's supposed to rain again and im supposed to stay out of the rain because if not i'll just get worse. Things in general have been ok... i can't say that things are perfect because nothing ever is and i know for sure that i'm not happy (but then again i'm probably not going to be completely happy for a long while)... =/. When im around my friends i tend to loose all thought of everything but i find myself thinking about it when im by myself... and sometimes im able to tell myself that it's not worth my tears and that right now i'm just not seeing everything for how it is but only how i want it to be..(but that doesn't happen very often anymore..) For the most part, im ALOT better than how i was...but as i always say.. time is all i have for now.. so i better get used to it. =)and having my friends there for me is even more than i could ask for. Thank you too Moon, Brisa, Nikki A., Alex, Phoebe and everyone else whom i love! <3

PS: My hairs gotten longer! =D (moon knows thats my dream hah!)
& NEW LAYOUT/ICON!!!