Times change
I've come to realize a lot lately. I'm over Drew completely. I know I've said that many times before but I don't think I really meant it or I thought I was but deep down I still loved him. I don't anymore though. But once I say that, I get this feeling inside telling me that I'm still in love with the old Drew; not the one I see today.
Lyon came home today. He came over to my dads house to see me since I was here doing laundry and to be honest, I felt nothing when he walked through that door. I felt no connection what so ever when we were talking. I'm over him as well. I asked him if he got any from any girls while he was away and he said yup so I said, good, I got some for a couple of boys too. He said "that a girl". It's over. Whatever. Doesn't matter to me.
James and I talked again. He still likes me. He also guessed that I still have a thing for him. I've got a news flash, it's never gone away since we first started talking. I don't know what to do about it. Kristine said she would bitch slap me if I ever went for James again. I love hanging out with him though.
I don't know anymore.. I'm so confused on everthing.
I had to spend 4 and a half hours at the hospital the other night. My mom and brother were an ass to my dad which pissed me off even more.
I'm not too fond of my mom anymore. I hate Liz.
It's time for a new Chapter in my life.
The end.
Lyon came home today. He came over to my dads house to see me since I was here doing laundry and to be honest, I felt nothing when he walked through that door. I felt no connection what so ever when we were talking. I'm over him as well. I asked him if he got any from any girls while he was away and he said yup so I said, good, I got some for a couple of boys too. He said "that a girl". It's over. Whatever. Doesn't matter to me.
James and I talked again. He still likes me. He also guessed that I still have a thing for him. I've got a news flash, it's never gone away since we first started talking. I don't know what to do about it. Kristine said she would bitch slap me if I ever went for James again. I love hanging out with him though.
I don't know anymore.. I'm so confused on everthing.
I had to spend 4 and a half hours at the hospital the other night. My mom and brother were an ass to my dad which pissed me off even more.
I'm not too fond of my mom anymore. I hate Liz.
It's time for a new Chapter in my life.
The end.