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New Me, New Blog.
Let's be real. No one uses LJ anymore. I'm changing to Blogspot.
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It's more and more every time...
I'm eating all of this right now, plus four other sticks of butter.
The amount that I'm binging on daily is growing each time... I hate it and I hate my growing fatness and my life.....
I'm spending so much money of this food and I'm getting heavier and heavier.... GOD! I hate myself!!!
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It's getting worse.
The nightmares
The binge eating
The negative thoughts
The negative body image
The weight gain
The self hate
The self confidence
The OCD
The bipolar
The borderline stuff
The food obsessions
The night sweats
The isolating
The drinking
The drugs
Everything is getting so much worse.
I can't stop it. Help.
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Fuck u
If ur thinner than me AFTER uve already had a baby, I don't wanna kno u. Fuck you.
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FUCK
I AM NOT HAPPY. EVER. FUCK!
I wish it was 10 years ago when I was skinny and happy and rich and everything was perfect and even then I thought it was SHIT. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
