Wonderwall

[por_nostar]

As a friend i feel betrayed, U have now so called found ur happiness but did we all not make u happy before this sudden friend is there once again. U left us all of a sudden leaving us with no explanations. I don't believe anybody feels the way i do about u now, there are many things i'd like to say 2 u but i don't know how. U were the one that

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[insanlynormal]

I feel like you barely talk to me when I am there anyways, you are always running off to see bubba anyways, or on the phone with him. even when me and britt went over there last nite you didnt even look up at me. is that because of these feelings? well I really dont know what to say just that I didnt want to be there when you guys are smoking b/c I have a drug test tomorrow, we ALL do but mainly me because they know you and I are friends and what happened with you.
yes I am happy with my "so called happiness" Im sorry your not (referring to your previous journal entry). I really dont know what to say, I dont have too much to say just that I feel like a little kid when I am there and nothing I say matters to anyone BUT me, and I dont feel like I have any say about what goes on. like if anyone were to say, "no smoking I have a drug test, and I gotta go to bed" everyone would go in the back room to smoke, but if I said it, everyone would be lik, ok....and go to the table and do it and ignore me. Im not saying you have done that Im just saying thats what I feel like and I have every reason to make me feel like that.

do you still have a problem with who I am with? do you have a problem with ME being happy?? b/c you told me it didnt bother you at all. tell me the truth, dont sugar coat it, you can tell everyone else but not me.