emotionally exhausted
oh holy hell...
what on earth is up with this week?
what am i attracting? cuz it sure ain't purty.
my self-esteem has taken a beating and then some.
just don't feel like i know which way is up right now.
i feel like i'm doing and saying all the wrong things.
i'm very grateful to be home alone this evening. i've got lots to keep me busy. even though, the sad, melancholy version of me wants to just curl up, watch movies and feel sorry for myself.
i'm just so tired.
but maybe i need to just buck up, and get a move on. keep busy so i can stop thinking about and wallowing in all of this self-doubt and self-pity.
feeling:
drained
what on earth is up with this week?
what am i attracting? cuz it sure ain't purty.
my self-esteem has taken a beating and then some.
just don't feel like i know which way is up right now.
i feel like i'm doing and saying all the wrong things.
i'm very grateful to be home alone this evening. i've got lots to keep me busy. even though, the sad, melancholy version of me wants to just curl up, watch movies and feel sorry for myself.
i'm just so tired.
but maybe i need to just buck up, and get a move on. keep busy so i can stop thinking about and wallowing in all of this self-doubt and self-pity.
feeling:
drained