Chapter 2: Tell Me That You Love Me
Author: popsicola
Pairing: DooSeob, DooKwang
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Yoseob finally began to question himself about Doojoon. Were Doojoon’s excuses real…or just a plain lie?
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“Yoonie…?” Yoseob shook his head in denial, “There was no way he could of…why would he even?”
Yoseob took out his wallet and left the money for the drinks on the glass table and got up. He walked home, trying not to question himself of Doojoon.
To Yoseob, I guess you could classify Doojoon as the perfect boyfriend judging by his looks, personality, and generosity. Maybe that’s the reason Doojoon’s actions never seemed “suspicious” towards his boyfriend Yang Yoseob. His actions and words weren’t even questioned either. Yoseob didn’t have the need to worry about Doojoon, as some may think.
“Doojoon…? Kikwang…?” Yoseob rubbed his eyes in disbelief.
His eyes moved down to see Doojoon and Kikwang holding hands, side-by-side, walking in unison.
“…Yoseob!” Doojoon shouted out in surprise. He looked down at where his and Kikwang’s hands met. “This isn’t what it looks like…”
Yoseob’s eyes started to tear up, not knowing what to do at this moment.
“Then why are you guys…” Yoseob looked up, “I thought you had…appointments…”
“I…I…” Doojoon stuttered as he went completely and utterly speechless. Doojoon took and deep breath and let out a big sigh.
“If this is not what it seems…then say that you love me!” Yoseob tears gracefully trickled down from his eyes to his chubby cheeks.
Doojoon looked over at Kikwang and then back at Yoseob.
“I…I can’t.” Doojoon mumbled.
“Why not?!” Yoseob shouted.
“It’s because it’s not true! It’s clearly not true!” Doojoon yelled as he held up Kikwang’s hands in his, showing Yoseob, “I didn’t mean for you to find out this way…”
“You mean you didn’t want me to find out at all, right Doojoon?” Yoseob quietly said as he slowly backed up from where he was standing, “You never intended me to find out…isn’t that right?!”
Doojoon looked and felt guilty all at the same time, his grip on Kikwang’s hands fell looser and looser.
“Well, you know what Doojoon? I’ll pretend like this…all of this never happened…INCLUDING the part when we became couples.” Yoseob turned his back and walked away, leaving Kikwang and Doojoon there, speechless once again.
~~~~~
Yoseob buried his face deep inside his pillow and cried.
He woke up the next morning, his hair sticking up, his face sticky from the tears, and dark circles around his eyes. He stumbled from the edge of the bed and into the bathroom. He stood in front of the mirror, looking at his reflection.
“Doojoon…Kikwang…I never thought…” Yoseob put his hands over his face and laughed a bit.
“I guess it wasn’t that surprising…since…well…yeah. Well, I guess someday…someday there will be someone. Someone that will love me as much as I love him, and cherish me as much as I will cherish him. And until that day…I guess I will just have to wait.” Yoseob looked into his reflection and smiled.
~~END~~
new fic! So many damn projects *holds up fist* xD. Finally had time to update one like i promised :]
Pairing: DooSeob, DooKwang
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Yoseob finally began to question himself about Doojoon. Were Doojoon’s excuses real…or just a plain lie?
~~~~~
“Yoonie…?” Yoseob shook his head in denial, “There was no way he could of…why would he even?”
Yoseob took out his wallet and left the money for the drinks on the glass table and got up. He walked home, trying not to question himself of Doojoon.
To Yoseob, I guess you could classify Doojoon as the perfect boyfriend judging by his looks, personality, and generosity. Maybe that’s the reason Doojoon’s actions never seemed “suspicious” towards his boyfriend Yang Yoseob. His actions and words weren’t even questioned either. Yoseob didn’t have the need to worry about Doojoon, as some may think.
“Doojoon…? Kikwang…?” Yoseob rubbed his eyes in disbelief.
His eyes moved down to see Doojoon and Kikwang holding hands, side-by-side, walking in unison.
“…Yoseob!” Doojoon shouted out in surprise. He looked down at where his and Kikwang’s hands met. “This isn’t what it looks like…”
Yoseob’s eyes started to tear up, not knowing what to do at this moment.
“Then why are you guys…” Yoseob looked up, “I thought you had…appointments…”
“I…I…” Doojoon stuttered as he went completely and utterly speechless. Doojoon took and deep breath and let out a big sigh.
“If this is not what it seems…then say that you love me!” Yoseob tears gracefully trickled down from his eyes to his chubby cheeks.
Doojoon looked over at Kikwang and then back at Yoseob.
“I…I can’t.” Doojoon mumbled.
“Why not?!” Yoseob shouted.
“It’s because it’s not true! It’s clearly not true!” Doojoon yelled as he held up Kikwang’s hands in his, showing Yoseob, “I didn’t mean for you to find out this way…”
“You mean you didn’t want me to find out at all, right Doojoon?” Yoseob quietly said as he slowly backed up from where he was standing, “You never intended me to find out…isn’t that right?!”
Doojoon looked and felt guilty all at the same time, his grip on Kikwang’s hands fell looser and looser.
“Well, you know what Doojoon? I’ll pretend like this…all of this never happened…INCLUDING the part when we became couples.” Yoseob turned his back and walked away, leaving Kikwang and Doojoon there, speechless once again.
~~~~~
Yoseob buried his face deep inside his pillow and cried.
He woke up the next morning, his hair sticking up, his face sticky from the tears, and dark circles around his eyes. He stumbled from the edge of the bed and into the bathroom. He stood in front of the mirror, looking at his reflection.
“Doojoon…Kikwang…I never thought…” Yoseob put his hands over his face and laughed a bit.
“I guess it wasn’t that surprising…since…well…yeah. Well, I guess someday…someday there will be someone. Someone that will love me as much as I love him, and cherish me as much as I will cherish him. And until that day…I guess I will just have to wait.” Yoseob looked into his reflection and smiled.
~~END~~
new fic! So many damn projects *holds up fist* xD. Finally had time to update one like i promised :]