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i think im going to go anorexic. i like food and all. but shit. everytime i open my mouth to eat something i end up getting all pissed off at myself bc i feel so fucking huge. like a mother fucking fat cow. UGH im really sad right now. like way freakin sad. i got in a fight with one of my best friends. its almost been a month since we've had a friend convo. i last talked to her 3 days ago and it ended with her saying fuck you, go throw your hissy fit. WHATEVER im lonely. not like as in a relationship, but just period. im alone with everything. and it sucks. but anyways im about to go to night school. i get to see Jason, i think thats the best part of my tuesday and thursday night classes.