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[poprcks_n_coke2]

fuck you all.

for making me mad

for making me insecure

for making me helpless

numb

worthless

jealous

bitter

alone

for making me feel like nothing will ever be right again.

for making damn sure that i have no one i can trust, for making sure i have no one, absolutely no one, to talk to. for making sure there was not one person there when i was afraid to cry and be weak. when i was crying. it hurts to breathe, to get up in the morning. i wanted to make someones day lighter with wishes and dreams that have been long since forgotten.

for making me someone i never fucking wanted to be never fucking thought i would be i never thought id let myself be like this