Long Day ahead!

[poppinswannabe]

Tomorrow is going to be a long day. A very long day... I am turning in my notice to the family that I am a Nanny for. And they have absolutely no idea that I am thinking or now, actually, leaving. I haven't wanted to let them know because that would have made her constantly wonder if I was about to turn in my notice. I also didn't want to have them asking me if I was going on a interview and why I was wanting to leave. I mean the majority of the reason I am wanting to leave is I need a change in my life. I have been with this family for 2 and 1/2yrs and its time. I miss meeting new people. I am such a people person and now the only people I meet think I have 3 kids. Because the kids actually look like they could be mine. And I act like their mom. And there are a few differences in how the parents and I think that things should go. But I want to leave the family on good terms. I mean I have been a part of these kids lives for 2 years and all of the baby's life. I am going to need to see them every now and then. I want to be able to be a back up babysitter. I also babysit for their cousins and I love all of the grandparents.
So bottom line, tomorrow is not going to be a fun day for me. All thoughts and prayers would be greatly appreciated. I will try and post tomorrow to let everyone know how it went. I am posting this here because I am afraid that the dad might check my myspace page. I wouldnt put it past him. I mean he has his computer at work set up so that he can see what is happening on the computers at home. Anyways.....
Look for an update tomorrow. Thanks guys!