Well I did it!!

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So I turned it in!! Yep! I gave my notice to the people I work for. And let's just say that it wasn't fun. She cried and I mean really cried. The makeup ruining cry. I started to cry and the two little ones were running around and that made it even harder. I had tried so long to keep my emotions from getting in the middle of my decsion making. I knew that if allowed my feelings to play into everything I would never leave. I love those kids so much that I would never really and truly want to leave them. But this decsion was made with me thinking about the business aspect of the situation. And I really feel like its the right one. After I told her she called Jonathan and then he called me. He wanted to talk about the possibility of me staying on for another six months. He even offered me money to stay. But I told him that part of the reason I wanted to take this particular job was the fact that I knew who I would be working for and with and that was something I didn't want to pass up. Because in six months the timing wouldnt be any better but the only thing that was for sure was that this job would not be there. So my last day is the 22nd and its going to be really hard.
Well I have a huge headache and I have to get up early in the morning. My grandparents are in town and we are going to go see Paula Deen at the mall. She is doing a book signing at WilliamsSonoma. I love her and so does my grandmother. Tonight we went to a "Conversation with Jan Karon" She is an author that writes the Mitford books and they are sooo great!! I tell everyone I know about them and have got several people to start reading them. Then my grandparents told all of their friends about them and so on and so forth. She was soo great and too funny. I took several pictures and hope to put them on here soon. I used my roomies camera and I don't know how to download them. So anyway.... thats whats been going on in my world today.
More to Come!!