Title: Good morning.
Genre: fluff
Rating: PG
Pairing: Banghim
Summary: In which Yongguk wakes up one morning, and he doesn't know if it's because he has just woken up but he finds Himchan's sleeping face fascinating.
A/N: I woke up early this morning and somehow, the first thing I thought was how it would be like to have Himchan's face by my side *coughssocheesycoughs* and so, I decided to turn this into a little banghim drabble.
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There wasn't even a single sound when Yongguk woke up in the morning. He thought he was alone for a few second, but then he heard Daehyun mumbling something about cheesecake and Youngjae. How the two were linked, Yongguk didn't really want to know.
He was tempted to check what time it was, but a single glance at the window was enough for him to know it was too early to wake up. He also wanted to avoid being blinded by the light of his phone and, to be honest, he was lazy to search for it.
Surprisingly enough, Yongguk wasn't really feeling tired. He could go prepare the breakfast or something, he thought, but that was usually Himchan's job...He liked it when Himchan was making breakfast, because it was always delicious, and he always managed to add something that each of them like. For example, Zelo would have a few extra cherry tomatoes while Jongup would have more fish. Thinking about it, Yongguk really liked the morning. That's when he felt like they were a family the most: Himchan making breakfast and keeping an eye on the two youngest while he would be talking and joking with Daehyun and Youngjae (and glancing at Himchan from time to time, but that, it was not only in the morning).
He smiled. Yongguk smiled, because he was just happy. Of course, before debuting with B.A.P he has been happy, but the simple feeling of having a small family was making something bubbling up in his chest.
This was mostly because of Himchan, he thought, because if it weren't for Himchan acting like a mother since the beginning, he wasn't sure they would be that close. The kids,Yongguk chuckled quietly at that name, didn't mind the visual acting like that, it was actually the contrary. Once, Zelo even confessed to Yongguk that even if he was missing his family a lot, the only fact that Himchan was being a mother to them was making every thing more bearable, even with all the nagging.
Yongguk turned on his side and fell face to face with Himchan's sleeping face. His eyes widened slightly in surprise, he hadn't expecting the visual to be that close. Not that he minded...It just surprised him. He didn't make a move away though, and instead, he decided it would be the perfect moment to look at the visual without him making stupid faces.
Himchan's black hair were flat on his head, his bangs falling on the side. Yongguk wondered how they always looked so soft and smelled so nice.
Himchan's forehead wasn't too large, even if they sometimes would make fun of it. Yongguk did stop teasing him when he spotted the visual looking at himself in the mirror of the bathroom, trying to hide his forehead.
Himchan's eyebrows were nicely drawn and framed Himchan's eyes perfectly. Yongguk secretly liked how Himchan would raise one eyebrow when he would catch him staring for a bit too long.
Himchan's eyes were what Yongguk loved and hated the most. He loved them because they were able to convey so much emotions, because they were dark and sparkling and he hated them for these reasons as well. Yongguk loved how Himchan was expressing happiness, anger, sadness, foolishness, dumbness and even love through his eyes and he hated how they were making him weak.
(But wasn't he weak to Himchan as a whole anyway?)
Himchan's cheekbones were high and proud and totally fitted the boy's personality. How many times had Yongguk wanted to cup Himchan's cheeks and stroke his thumb over these cheekbones? He wasn't counting anymore.
Himchan's nose was perfect, in the visual's opinion and in Yongguk's too. He especially liked how he was wrinkling it when he was amused or when something was annoying him. He liked how it was becoming red when he was cold or after watching a sad movie, trying to not cry. Yongguk made a note to himself to watch more movies with Himchan because the visual always managed to be physically close to him.
Himchan's lips were the lips of the devil. They were pink, pretty, nicely shaped and gosh, Yongguk was so frustrated because he wanted to kiss him, to kiss him, to kiss him, every. single. day. May it be the way he pouted, or he smiled, or when he bit his lower lip, or when his tongue was sneaking out in between, Yongguk just wanted to kiss these damned lips.
Yongguk let out a quiet sigh as he was memorizing Himchan's calm sleeping face. The feelings he had for the visual were his secret. Nobody had, thankfully, noticed yet. He was thinking about confessing, especially in his head before sleeping, thinking about various scenarios where it would end magically well, or where it would end totally dramatically.
It was probably because it was early in the morning and because he was more exhausted than he thought he was, but Yongguk brought his face closer to Himchan's and, with his lips, he memorized the visual's face starting from a brush on his forehead. His skin was soft and Yongguk lost contact with the reality and closed his eyes in delight.
His lips making his way to Himchan's eyes, Yongguk pecked each of them lightly, not wanting to wake him up. Despite being enchanted by Himchan's face - he was a wizard, Yongguk had thought at a time - he didn't want to have to explain himself as to why he was k i s s i n g his face all over.
Yongguk brushed his lips on Himchan's nose and sucked on a breathe when their lips were millimeters apart. Could he really kiss him? Could he take this risk, knowing that he would probably get addicted and that he wouldn't be able to pretend they were only friends? Did he want everything to change anyway? And what about Himchan? Would things get awkward or-
Yongguk froze as Himchan, yes, Himchan, closed the distance between their faces. Eyes wide opened clashed with sleepy, dark ones. Yongguk blinked and Himchan smiled. Yongguk felt his heart going off to the moon when Himchan lazily bit on his lower lip affectionately.
Himchan closed his eyes and pressed his lips a bit more against Yongguk, a hand sneaking around the leader's waist. If this was a dream, Yongguk certainly didn't want to wake up, so he closed his eyes and kissed back. He felt Himchan smile against his mouth and he smiled too, because he was happy. Not the kind of calm happiness like when they were having breakfast, no. But the kind of happiness where it was including rainbows, fireworks, unicorns, cotton candy and Himchan in the same picture.
The visual broke the kiss first, and Yongguk was expecting to wake up or something to hit his face but instead, Himchan cuddled closer and nuzzled his flawless, perfect face into Yongguk's neck. The leader bit back the wide grin that was making his way on his lips and closed his eyes.
As Yongguk wrapped his arms around Himchan's body, making him hum in contentment, Yongguk thought that he should wake up early more often.