the end

[popeoftrash]

cant speak right now can barely type. after eight years and for various reasons..mostly distance... I am now single. I feel so lost...i feel so cold yet i feel like i am burning up with fever. I feel so very numb, yet a great pain grows within. I know I will live, life will go on, my friends will make sure of it, but right now all I can feel is the

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[francis_clay]

Sorry to hear... I have a shoulder if you need one. I also have a sizeable collection of horror vids. If you need to, call (six-wun-sevin-ate-sevin-phive-ate.

[popeoftrash]

Thank you. In a very surreal place right now. Its good to know that there are some wonderful constants in the world. I am always happy to see you whether in the store or in front of the Naro...I know all is well in the world

Re: *huggles you tight*

[popeoftrash]

Lord knows we have done just about everything long distance with each other...ok no sex, but most things, so I feel your hugs...thank you dear

[freestatebear]

I'm so sorry. Most of us here have been thru what you're going thru, and wouldn't wish it on anyone. And nothing, but time, can make that horrible feeling go away.

Reach out to your friends - they care for you and will be there for you.

[popeoftrash]

Thank you for your kind words, though I don't know you, young Ben speaks highly of you, so I truly appreciate your kind words. What Ben may not have said is my friends don't wait for reaching out, they...we run to each other when we even suspect trouble. They will give me time to brood and even cry, but they will make sure I carry on. I am fortunate to have a wonderful family.

[queenietn]

Oh my...dear I am so very sorry to hear this. :( I am here for you if you need to talk or anything.

Big, soft hugs hon.

[popeoftrash]

Thank you honey bunny, not a whole lot of talk yet...sorta taking it day by day, but your hugs are always wonderful.

[queenietn]

Well...I just wish I could be there to give you "for real" hugs. I told Mike to give you one for me .
Love ya :)