section"al"s
section 1:
"you know, with the way the financial situation is going..."
ok, you know what? i fucking hate this excuse now when i get to work on the phones, not the excuse, but when they try to throw it at me: "you know, with the way things are, you should be a little understanding." you know what? don't compare me to your fucking situation because you can't pay your bills. i can be sympathetic to a point, but the moment you start getting angry at me because of the situation, like it is my fault, fuck you, i'm not going to give a shit. yes, it is hard, yes it is a struggle and yes, i'm REALLY feeling it, too. but, i'm doing what i can to make sure my shit is paid, and i make sure that make sure what is priority. i look at it like this - if you are a company, and these funds to PAY for health care are coming out of innocent people's checks, and you have an excuse to NOT pay the bill? where are your worker's funds going towards? you can call, get mad at me because the insurance is turned off and have the fucking nerve to tell me to turn it on because your workers are upset and mad at you? fucking GOOD - that's what you get for fucking with other people's money. you complain about the financial situation... you see what is going on, with these scumbags taking all this money from others to service themselves? think you're somewhat doing the same things, fucktards. don't blame me because you can't manage your money - only enforcing the contract that YOU signed for for your workers. take it out on someone else - yourself. i'm done. just don't get hit by a car over the weekend if your coverage is shut off - it's not covered (it might seem extreme to say that, but this is ANOTHER excuse i get... "well, what if i get hit by a car over the weekend?" first - don't go out into busy traffic. second - if you are planning to get hit by a car, then why waste money on the coverage? finally - if you are going to give me an excuse, at least be creative... is everyone going to the library borrowing the same excuse book? fuck's sake, really?).
section 2:
sorry if section 1 seemed harsh.... i just needed to vent - it was a crappy week, which i will get into the next section.
section 3:
the start of the week wasn't a good one, and just glad that it is friday. it all started on monday when i looked at my bank account to see my remaining funds - it went down a great amount. as looked over to see what checks cleared for bills and other purchases throughout the week, i noticed $75 worth of paypal transactions over the weekend.
haven't used my paypal account to buy anything in march.
so, i sped to work, and was on the phone for about two hours between paypal and my bank. didn't need to involve my bank after the fact because paypal really took care of it quickly. they refunded everything in full by the next night, put in the request to transfer the funds back into my bank account and that was taken care of the next night. so... it was good. just frustrating to have to go through that in the first place, but all was fine in the end.
fuck that assmunch who hacked my account.
section 4:
just happy the way things are with becky and i. we start pre-cana next month and late spring/early summer, we'll start looking into dj's, limos, hotels, etc. and, it helps that both our families are helping out with the wedding as well.
i feel strong about certain things (those that know me well know this), but one thing i'm more sure that i ever have in my life is that i can't wait to be married and be with her for the rest of my life. never been so lucky, so blessed, in my life.
section 5:
been doing weight watchers again... i started back up with becky late february. i just don't want to look like jabba the hutt on the altar... plus, i need to be in better shape to be around for becky, for our children and their children...
so far, so good. started off at 210, right now down to 198... slow progress, but progress. it'll come off more once i start working out again...
just feels good to not feel gross in some of my clothes...
just feels good knowing that i'm feeling better...
that's about it... haven't written anything in a while, so... now you know...
bell biv devoe...
have a good one.
"you know, with the way the financial situation is going..."
ok, you know what? i fucking hate this excuse now when i get to work on the phones, not the excuse, but when they try to throw it at me: "you know, with the way things are, you should be a little understanding." you know what? don't compare me to your fucking situation because you can't pay your bills. i can be sympathetic to a point, but the moment you start getting angry at me because of the situation, like it is my fault, fuck you, i'm not going to give a shit. yes, it is hard, yes it is a struggle and yes, i'm REALLY feeling it, too. but, i'm doing what i can to make sure my shit is paid, and i make sure that make sure what is priority. i look at it like this - if you are a company, and these funds to PAY for health care are coming out of innocent people's checks, and you have an excuse to NOT pay the bill? where are your worker's funds going towards? you can call, get mad at me because the insurance is turned off and have the fucking nerve to tell me to turn it on because your workers are upset and mad at you? fucking GOOD - that's what you get for fucking with other people's money. you complain about the financial situation... you see what is going on, with these scumbags taking all this money from others to service themselves? think you're somewhat doing the same things, fucktards. don't blame me because you can't manage your money - only enforcing the contract that YOU signed for for your workers. take it out on someone else - yourself. i'm done. just don't get hit by a car over the weekend if your coverage is shut off - it's not covered (it might seem extreme to say that, but this is ANOTHER excuse i get... "well, what if i get hit by a car over the weekend?" first - don't go out into busy traffic. second - if you are planning to get hit by a car, then why waste money on the coverage? finally - if you are going to give me an excuse, at least be creative... is everyone going to the library borrowing the same excuse book? fuck's sake, really?).
section 2:
sorry if section 1 seemed harsh.... i just needed to vent - it was a crappy week, which i will get into the next section.
section 3:
the start of the week wasn't a good one, and just glad that it is friday. it all started on monday when i looked at my bank account to see my remaining funds - it went down a great amount. as looked over to see what checks cleared for bills and other purchases throughout the week, i noticed $75 worth of paypal transactions over the weekend.
haven't used my paypal account to buy anything in march.
so, i sped to work, and was on the phone for about two hours between paypal and my bank. didn't need to involve my bank after the fact because paypal really took care of it quickly. they refunded everything in full by the next night, put in the request to transfer the funds back into my bank account and that was taken care of the next night. so... it was good. just frustrating to have to go through that in the first place, but all was fine in the end.
fuck that assmunch who hacked my account.
section 4:
just happy the way things are with becky and i. we start pre-cana next month and late spring/early summer, we'll start looking into dj's, limos, hotels, etc. and, it helps that both our families are helping out with the wedding as well.
i feel strong about certain things (those that know me well know this), but one thing i'm more sure that i ever have in my life is that i can't wait to be married and be with her for the rest of my life. never been so lucky, so blessed, in my life.
section 5:
been doing weight watchers again... i started back up with becky late february. i just don't want to look like jabba the hutt on the altar... plus, i need to be in better shape to be around for becky, for our children and their children...
so far, so good. started off at 210, right now down to 198... slow progress, but progress. it'll come off more once i start working out again...
just feels good to not feel gross in some of my clothes...
just feels good knowing that i'm feeling better...
that's about it... haven't written anything in a while, so... now you know...
bell biv devoe...
have a good one.